Chapter 31 ~ This is it

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I just slip the pills under her door and back away. The only thing I hear coming from here room are footsteps. She probably found the pills and either took them or threw them out of the window...

Jessica's P.O.V.

I know what Harry did. He put the pills under the door hoping the normal in me would take them. But now is the point when I don't think the normal in me is ever coming back.

Sometimes I wish this never happened. This whole Sinkara thing. Osirians. Chosen one. Protesters. It all vanished. Sometimes I think what would have happened if I was still at that orphanage. What would

have happened if I never would have found my Osirian. If I never knew that my mom and brother were still alive. If I was still the broken girl I was.

But I'm not. I found my Osirian. I found out I am the chosen one. I found my protectors. I know my mom and brother are alive. And I'm not the broken girl I was before.

All of the normal in me gets up from the bed and grabs the pills. Harry left them for a reason. Might as well take them. I look at the 2 pills for quite a long time. Remembering the days when I was so broken suicide was an option to fix that. Funny how one day can change your life. How fast things can happen in this world.

I quickly take the pills and sit on my bed. They're sleeping pills. The effects are kicking in. I have to fight it. I can't go to sleep.

"Jess?" Someone walks into my room carefully. I can sense it.

"Why are you doing this to me?" I say. Everything is double. I know its Harry that is talking to me.

"Were going to make you feel better. All we have to do is find a mask and all of this will be over. I need you to cooperate with me."

This is it. It will all be over. A mask? Its all we have to find. Then we can live out the rest of our lives as somewhat average teenagers.

"This is it." I say before blacking out into a pit of darkness.

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