They said I'm useless over a hundred times,
They said I can't do anything,
They say all these stuff like it's nothing,or
Maybe because I always act like it's nothing,
When anyone asks me about it I say it's nothing and I say that I don't really care,
I act like I brush it off,but
The thing is..
I'm never able to brush it off,
These words are like a knife stabbing me and twisting inside me
killing every single cell and organ,
I keep thinking of them again and again until I start believing them,
"Maybe I'm actually useless"
"Maybe I truly can't do anything"
"Maybe I'm not worth anything like everyone says"
All because of their stupid words that they say recklessly without thinking what it could actually do to me.
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-Hajer
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