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"But, I've been wanting to tell you for awhile. It's just... you and Ed were so in love... or so I thought. But hey, I'm not telling you to break up with him just so I can swoop in. I actually would want you to stay with him if he was going to marry you. But, he's not. That's why I'm telling you to leave him. I care about your feelings and I hate seeing you this upset Harry."

With that, I leaned in and kissed Louis. Not like a porn star, but like a regular guy in need of love.

Louis and I's mouths melted together just right when they finally connected. This time it felt different then the many other times we kissed at Xtra Hot Studios. This was something way different. I couldn't place it though. All I knew is that my lips were on fire. I've never felt this with Ed... let alone anyone. 

Wait. Ed. I'm still with Ed.

"No, what am I doing?" I spoke pushing Louis away from me.

"Kissing me. That's what you're doing."

"Yes, I know that Louis." I said huffing and putting my head into my hands. 

"Hey, I'm sorry." Louis said putting his hand on my thigh again.

"No, I did this. I kissed you this time."

"Well, maybe you actually might want me."

"I do want you Louis."

"You do?"

"Yes." I nodded and looked back up at him. "But Ed. I'm still with him. I still love him. Even though he's not the love of my life like I thought... I still love him Louis. I'm still with him."

"Well, you obviously have major feelings for me too Harry."

"I do! God dammit, I do..." I said and started crying again. "But I'm with Ed... and you're just a kid Lou. I'm 28 and you're only 18. Ed is my boyfriend and a full grown man. You're just a boy. I don't think you and I are going to work. I don't want to leave Ed if we aren't going to work. I love Ed."

"I know you love Ed... but what if you love me too?"

"Love?"

"Yeah." Louis nodded. "I think I love you."

"You think you love me?"

Louis nodded.

"Why do you think you love me?"

"You are the only one to ever stop and notice me. You help me through everything. You are always there. I love you for it. I love the way you love me. I love the way you take care of me. I love the way you look at me. I love the way you say my name. I love the way you walk when I'm with you... all big and bad so no one can hurt me. I love the way you cook me meals everyday." Louis spoke softly as he moved closer to me. "I love the way you hold me. I love the way you move my hair out of my eyes when you're talking to me. I love the way you speak softly to me. I love the way you yell at me. I love how your voice is extra deep when you're tired." Louis said as he grabbed both of my hands and held them tight. "I love the way you laugh when I tell you a corny joke. I love the way you speak slow so I can understand everything your curly little head is thinking. I love your curly hair that sits just right. I love when your eyes sparkle in the sunlight. I love when they sparkle in the moonlight. I love how they sparkle when you cry." he spoke and removed one of his hands to wipe a tear away from my cheek. He then grabbed my hands again and added, "and I love the way you kiss me. Most of all... I love the way you fuck me."

"I think you do love me." I whispered.

Louis nodded.

"But-" I tried.

"No buts Har." Louis said and moved a loose hair behind my right ear. "It's just you and me Harry."

"You and me?" I asked.

"You and me." he nodded.

"I really want to kiss you."

"Then kiss me."

"What will it mean?"

"We will figure it out tomorrow." Louis said leaning in. 

"I didn't know you were such a dominate." I joked lightly.

Louis chuckled.

"I like girls too. I kinda have to be."

"I like it."

"I'm glad." Louis spoke.

Just then, his lips touched mine and we were melting as one again. It felt like everything I've always wanted in a relationship. It was pure love. Pure happiness. It was two energies mixing. Two souls colliding. It was fireworks. It was magical. 

Louis moved his hands to the nape of my neck and started playing with my hair as he got onto my lap. He hands then grabbed onto his sides to hold him up right. As I did, our heads kept tilting to make the kiss deeper. I wanted it to last forever.

My hands then slid up his shirt and I started to lightly scratch his back. Louis then moved his hands up the front of my shirt and he started to rub my nipples. 

I moaned into his mouth and Louis smiled into our kiss. 

I then decided to take it to the next level. 

I took Louis shirt off, I took mine off, and before he could say anything, I grabbed him, stood, turned us around, and laid him down on the bed so I was on top. I then crawled up onto him so I was sitting on his abs. I then leaned down and started to suck on his neck. That then lead me to scoot down and suck on his nipples, then his abs, then his v-line, then his happy trail, and then I slid off his pants and sucked on his thighs.

Louis put his hand in my hair and grabbed a hand full. I moaned and the roughness as he pulled while I kissed his skin.

I then started kissing him through his boxers and pretty soon, I pulled them down and took him in. Louis moaned loudly in a way I've never heard. I popped off.

"What was that?" I asked shocked.

"Something you've never heard."

"Why not?"

"I'm not trying to be a twink for a camera anymore. I'm me with you." he said and pushed me down. So I took him in again and tried not to smile. It was a very hard thing to do. 

After a while, I stood, Louis got on his knees, he pulled my stuff down, and took me in. 

I grabbed onto my bedpost to keep me from falling over.

It was so good! 

After a while, I finally picked him up, put him on the bed, and got a condom. I put it on and held myself up over Louis. I then said, "Do you want this?"

"I want you." he whispered.

I then leaned down, kissed him, and went inside of him.

"Uh!" Louis moaned as he wrapped his arms around my neck and wrapped his feet around my waist. 

I started to pump fast, but with love.

This wasn't some scene between L and Marcel. 

This was a beautiful moment between Louis and Harry.

So, I pumped with love to make sure Louis was in a pleasure state and not with a quickness to get done to earn a paycheck. 

Soon, after twenty minutes or so of different positions, we were finishing.

I then pulled out, through my condom away and cuddled into Louis' side.

"I do love you." Louis whispered.

"I think I might too." I said and kissed his forehead. 

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