Diseased - {Caminah} ✔️

~{EIGHTEEN}~

A/N: thanks y'all for 500 reads and over 100 votes! I know it's not a whole lot, but I honestly didn't think I'd even get that much since the whole 5H community is kinda dying down now (we're still amazing tho) 😂 anyway, enjoy this next chapter.

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"Heeeeey Milaaaa~" I completely slurred my words as I walked back into the apartment that night.

I didn't realize it then, but I was in some deep shit.

Her eyes were confused, and her face was contorted with a hint of betrayal.

My hands reached out for her, attempting to grab her and pull her closer.

She slapped them away quickly, taking a few steps back.

"Dinah, are you high?" Camila asked, her voice cracking.

My eyes wandered down her body.

I didn't answer, but that's because somewhere in my nonexistent conscience I couldn't come up with the courage to let those words fall out of my mouth.

And I knew that she knew the truth.

"God, it's so fuckin hot in here." I spoke, laughing lazily out loud. "Can I like, be nude or something? Wanna see that Mila?"

She shook her head in disbelief.

"I can't believe you, you're taking advantage of me and you know it."

I cocked an eyebrow. "Oh c'monnnn babe, I ain't done shit to you. That's the real problem here."

Trying to grab her once more, I reached one of my arms out to which she just slapped away again.

"So I guess I wasn't enough for you. First you promise me that because you love me, you won't turn to drugs. Next thing I know, you come back home as high as anything and really horny for some reason." she ranted, glaring me down.

I laughed a bit. "Don't be like that, c'mon."

Finally grabbing hold of her, I pulled her closer as she fought against me.

"Don't touch me!" she yelled. "You're not stable right now, don't do this Dinah!"

"Fuck it." I told her. "Fuck everything at this point. Why can't I have a little fun?"

"Let me go!"

My smirk shifted to a frown. "You can be a real party pooper, you know tha-?"

There was a loud thump, and the next thing I know, I was being pinned on the floor.

Where had I seen a scenario like this before?

"What's wrong with her?" I heard Lauren's voice, and that's how I knew she was the one who had tackled me.

"She's high." Camila replied. "Really high."

Lauren sighed really loudly. "God fucking damn it, Dinah. Do you ever just stop?"

I don't remember much else after that.

Their voices were slowly drained out of my head, and all that was left behind was silence.

Nothing but silence. Absolutely nothing.

My vision was blurry, and it soon faded to black.

Had I passed out? Or was that all just a dream, and maybe I had been asleep all along?

Either way, there was nobody but myself, and I'm that moment I felt so trapped in my own mind.

I'd never felt so alone in my life, and I couldn't find a way to pull myself back into reality.