The Tigress, The Witch, and The Broken One

Day 39: Swelling Rage

January 9, 2019

Today started off a noisy morning, no surprise with my grandmother doesn't have to work today. I jumped into discord as I woke up. I was becoming more confident, more open. Until I learned about the admins past. Her half brother is a vile, disgusting pedophile who got away with her and her sisters. She told us about her mate nearly killed him, which I was hoping happened. After that, she returned after crying. I've never been this angry in all my life. Especially back then when I learned about The Witch, the Huntress, the Dragoness and her sister. I would gladly give up my own freedom if it means killing the bastards that violated them. I hate feeling like I'm useless, I really do. My blood is boiling right now just thinking about it. I can sense it now. My mind is trying to play the scene, but I've grown a way to discard it. 

I suppose today was alright, it was just a bit of a trigger day in a way. I feel bad that they're all playing games that I have yet to play. I want to join them desperately. I don't know why, but I do wish to play and bond with them. I just don't have the luxury chances like I use to. I'm already feeling like an idiot for using the money I had on the Tigress and the Hero. All because I was in a downed mood. The Witch had so much from me and still no connection. She set herself inside a cage and I can't break her out anymore. In fairness, I'm glad I gave up on them.