The Tigress, The Witch, and The Broken One

Day 74: Unstable Confusion

February 13, 2019

Again, I don't know where to go or what to do with these current events. My favorite Voice Actor is fired due to allegations from others with baseless evidence centered around word of mouth, the discord group is being highly unstable with emotions, and reality is stabbing me more and more. I would start on one of the points, but I feel that would be already addressed in this. Regardless, I'll still explain so it doesn't sound so vague. I won't say the name of the voice actor, so that will be a title.

The Voice Actor was fired from two of my favorite companies, and a few of his friends back stabbed without any physical proof. The fans and I were defending him as well as the youtubers who found evidence. They refused to listen. A flame war erupted on twitter between those against, and those who are with. Me and the Huntress got involved after posting numerous videos of evidence. However, the Voice Actor made a video requesting those who are with him to cease their battle against those who despise him. It made me realize something. He has the will to sue each one of them and I believe he should. So I decided to step back from trying to prove his innocents and hope for the best. The Huntress on the other hand is playing with fire by attacking the main person against him. God help them both. I told her to leave it be and focus on finding proof, but it only shows that she doesn't listen as usual. Not to mention our roleplaying sessions, she's still making it centered around her. Not to mention she's been vanishing a lot more now. She must have been with others on Facebook again. Not surprised. I don't know who I put myself through this with her. Much like with Discord.

Speaking of, the Mistress is now easily annoyed and easily upset. I'd offer to help but I have to obey her word. It wouldn't matter anyway, she has the others to be there. The more I talk in her server, the more I'm ignored unless I say something relevant. They even go on and on about the Nintendo Switch and their matches. I wish they would ease up, though I may as well be happy that they're enjoying the new coming games this year. Other then that, it's almost like the Mistress seems to be bothered by any slight thing. Which I understand completely, but I wish she would take a minute and talk to someone right away. Something tells me she doesn't want a yes man though. Anything that happens with the members, she wants to help them. They on the other hand are trying to strengthen the wall they built between them and others who are supporting, and even allow their own anguish to swallow them. I'm the same, but I've learned to not post my problems online or even ask for advice. No one will listen. That's why I'm venting out things here. I'm sure someone is saying I shouldn't, but I'm at the final stage of not caring anymore.