The Tigress, The Witch, and The Broken One

Day 28: The Reaper part 2

December 29, 2018

We're nearing the end of the year, and the beginning of a new one. The way I see it, this one year has been our darkest one yet. It continues to be so right now. My mother lost her beloved pet yesterday and was broken down. I honestly felt guilty that I only looked down and not shed a single tear. My family has lost so much this year it's hard to believe that the end is coming and that we can start anew. At least I hope. 

The Reaper asked me to join him yesterday. I couldn't refuse, I have to get to the bottom of this on why he continues to give the Tigress attention as if they were together. We had a good time, it  wouldn't be a hang out if we didn't have to help with some cleaning. Just like the old days. His soon to be sister in law isn't the only one bearing a child, her friend is as well. The one who see's me as a good drinking friend. A comical one. After we've had our fun, it was getting late. The Reaper brought me back home after the talk with him about the Tigress and Witch, even a bit about the Dragoness. However I was being vague as best as I could to continue the conversation on the same track. That's when he became annoyed and noticed the impact the Tigress has left upon me and yet to realize. He's even to the point of telling her off once more and calling her bluff about no one being there for her and that me being a mistake is not the issue. 

Last night, finally, I had a vivid enough dream. I'm not sure if it had return back to the twins or other me, but it was vivid and slightly lucid. I remember it was a house that I've never seen before. The Tigress was there along with our friends. After that, she was getting comfortable, removing her dress to be in summer sleep wear. As well as showing around a small aircraft model. My reaction was a bit placid and dull, almost as if I was ignoring her to the point she was concerned. Then, I began to remember our time together and oddly, made a makeshift future where we were together and that we had a child. I remember it clearly, and I can't help but continue to remember it. I doubt that future will rise. 

Today, the Sportsman has invited me to a game today. We're waiting on his teammate to respond. I don't know if I'll continue this entry or just wait until tomorrow. If his teammate arrives and chooses to join, I will have to save it here.