DECISIONS ¦ a Jenlisa story.

chapter 2

"J-Jennie-.." 

I could only mutter under my breathe, shocked but more frightened once i caught her eyes, my skin crawled when i only could imagine what i looked like to her right now.

Kai snapped his head in shock to glance at the open door, immediately letting go of me and leaving me to stumble until balanced, 'asshole'  ; i glared at him before creating distance between me and him, then turning back to Jennie. She stood there- frozen still holding the doorknob, trying to comprehend what she just saw.

"w-.. what the hell is going on here?" she asked before stepping forward, her face now plastered with anger; rightfully so but i needed to explain to her what happened--

"Jennie-" i raised my hands up in defense; signalling her to just wait a second for me to talk. "it's absolutely not what it looks like" i said, trying to convey sincerity and calmness; to prevent the foreshadowing burst out i wanted to avoid. 

"oh?! really??!" she raised her voice with widened eyes. not avoided i guess.

"Because it looks like my best friend and boyfriend are getting it off in my changing room!" my heart twinged at her calling Kai her boyfriend; and after he said they weren't a thing- 'were Jennie's feelings for him stronger than his?'  the question flashed through my mind as i sewed at my bottom lip, suppressing any voice cracks i felt crawling over the forming lump in my throat.

"I-I didn't-- he- he came onto me.." i tailed off the end of my sentence, not wanting to say it out loud- i knew that would be the last thing she wanted to hear from me, but i knew my relationship with her was more important to me than her relationship with Kai.

"Really Lisa?? from here you both looked like you were enjoying yourselves" Jennie hissed at me, only me, she wasn't even looking at him! 'fuck' 'what the fuck do i say?!' 'she doesn't believe me?'  my eyes became teary hearing her words, to think she didn't trust me..

i walked over to her in haste and grabbed her hands to hold in mine and squeezed tight, slightly bent my back to add height to her; already increased by her heels, so maybe she'd see how apologetic i was trying to be with no disrespect- "P-Please believe me jennie! i asked him to stop- i asked so many times!" worry cut through my stare, matching with my ragged breathing from panic.

 "I wouldn't-- i wouldn't ever do that to you-" i squeezed her hands tighter.

"you know that.." 

Gulp~

My eyes began to water; naturally when i thought i was about to lose the most important person in my life-- speaking of which, i never considered Jennie to be the most important person in my life currently.. until now.

"she's lying" 

excuse me? 

Kai said, holding his arms up in surrender with his lips frowned; trying to sway the guilt off himself. 

"She came onto me baby- i thought i'd come looking for her since she completely missed your win and speech being gone so long, but when i got here she seduced me and pulled me onto her" he said with such ease my stomach turned hearing it; my gaze shot back at him in disbelief.. is he serious? 

"n-no-- no! that's bullshit Jennie! he's lying!" i protested back then turned to Jennie who was eyeing me down with such disgust- 'fuck, that hurts..'  I shook my head quickly before letting go of one of her hands, swinging it back and pointing it to Kai 

"HE came onto ME-! he wouldn't stop! Jennie please believe me-- i was grabbing your jacket! he came out of thin air!" my face was filled with sadness and confusion, everything had happened so fast- too fast for me to keep up. 

But when i looked into Jennie's eyes, she closed them and shook her head in disappointment.. my heart broke, especially when she shoved my hand aside from hers.

"I don't know what to believe- but i don't think i can work with you now Lisa.. i don't wanna be in blackpink with you anymore"

"i don't wanna be in blackpink with you anymore" repeated over and over and over in my head, hitting me like a train with every syllable. She didn't just say that, Jennie did not just say that.

My mouth gaped open with shock, staring at her-- not saying a word.. i was speechless, this isn't happening. My throat was clenching like a fist, i could feel the wave of hyperventilation approaching-- i needed to say something, what do i say to that? 'you can't go'  

My mouth parted further in anticipation to talk, but before i could; Jennie opened her eyes, staring at me firmly, halting my intentions, but to my surprise her eyes softened on mine and she sewed her lips together, as if trying not to- smile? 

Before i could question her, my eardrums were torn out from the stinging silence that had surrounded us when Jennie burst out laughing her ass off, teary eyed. 

"...................." 

what.. is she laughing at me? without a second passing Kai began laughing as well almost in hysterics-- 'de fuq?' 

i glared at the both of them cackling before asking "w-what is going on..?" beyond confused and now suffering from migraines, i thought i would pass out from the rush of 90 different emotions that had just passed through me within 3 minutes. 

Jennie calmed herself still chuckling whilst holding her ribs, showing her gummy smile before wiping a tear away "oohh Lisa~ your face was priceless!! did you see it Kai?! i was so close to dropping the act and hugging you too!~~" she said smiling at me whilst shaking her head, still laughing in between her words. I stood still in shook, i was so confused and i'm pretty sure my brain just stopped working. 

"..h-huh?" i murmured, completely out of it whilst looking back from Kai to Jennie; wanting answers. 

"You looked so sad at one point, that was so hard to hold outt~ but your face was worth it!" Jennie exclaimed with a camera man coming into the room from behind her, filming both of us once she stepped aside, as did another camera man from behind the changing curtains at one end of the room. i furrowed my brows at Jennie, wanting to show just how pissed off i really was once i realized .. but i held it in, like i do 24/7 . 'Did i really just get pranked..?'  

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