DECISIONS ¦ a Jenlisa story.

chapter 3

'Did i really just get pranked?..' 

'i think i just popped a blood vessel' 

My mouth stayed gaping open, wouldn't be surprised if i caught a fly. I was shocked, to the point of being utterly speechless; but more so i was hurt, that really hurt. All that ran through my mind was the panic of Jennie leaving blackpink and hating me, everyone hating me for her leaving, Kai touching me like that-urGH! and the thought of Kai and Jennie doing that-- that's what stayed static in my mind, images of them, images of them together, kissing, touching and-- fuck..

Why am i about to cry?

BEFORE THE PRANK~

JENNIE POV

'ahhh!!~' 

'i can't believe i won!'

The crowd yelled and applaud for me and i felt the tingle rushing through my body, of course i couldn't help the large smile on my face, i really thought Mino would have won this week, his song had gained even more popularity over the past few days--but i won so suck it Oppa. i mentally laughed at myself but quickly bowed to the MC and the crowd in front of me, i took the trophy once the pretty host handed it to me with a smile. 

"Congrats~" The MC whispered to me, handing me a mic which i quickly took and bowed once more. 

she stepped aside, signalling me to the center stage and once i stood in the middle i suddenly became nervous, for many reasons right now, 'i hope she'll be okay' ; but the smiling Blinks i saw in front of me snapped me back to my right mind and i opened my mouth to give my winning speech.

The staff were quick to hurry me off stage and take the trophy for me, rushing me through the corridors towards the staircase, heading to the changing room where i knew Lisa was getting fooled by Kai as we speak. 

"Hows it going??" i asked in haste, my voice bouncing with each quick step i took down the stairs.

"Well! smooth at the start but it seems she's become hesitant now-" one of the variety show staff members said to me, hiding a smile before pulling out a tablet, showing me what was going on in the room.

But once i saw the screen i felt a slight sting in my chest, Kai was brushing his hand down Lisa's arm and i could see Lisa was kinda red. 'Maybe this is a bad idea' 'what if she doesn't stop him?' i continued to worry, picking up my pace and running quicker but i felt so much relief once i saw Lisa grab his wrist and push his hand away- 'of course, how could i doubt her?' I became excited now for the reveal, so i hurried along past the staff members, heading towards the floor my changing room was on. 

It took me about 3 minutes to get there but once i turned the corner and saw the camera men, staff members and host at my door whispering to each other i chuckled and slowed down, tip top'ing over to them to ask what they planned to do. 

"Kai was meant to give us a cue when to come in but he hasn't yet- though we are sending you in soon; get ready" the tall host motioned me to the door, whispering his plans before giving the camera man a thumbs up, signalling the staff members to back away from the door.

God i was so nervous i didn't know how to feel, the butterflies in my stomach were racing around, doing backflips- so basically i was so anxious i could throw up. But i was quick to ask the host what he wanted me to do- since i was clueless. 

"W-what should i do? just open the door and go in? should i fight her or something?-" I asked with my hands up gesturing the 'what do i do' , smiling; but trying to keep my voice down.