DECISIONS ¦ a Jenlisa story.

chapter 5

JENNIE POV

My head was in ache and my heart was still stinging from the lingering sound of Lisa's continuous soft sobs and hiccups.

Even though I brought Lisa to the van and we were heading home, I couldn't shake the images that swirled around my head, creating the worst of headaches. The scene I walked in on, Lisa and Kai in such a position-- It irked me. It made my blood simmer and I couldn't decipher why I was so jealous. It was a prank after all-- well a prank that went way too far, but it was still a prank.. even though Kai clearly took advantage of it. 

what the hell was he thinking? biting and kissing her goddamn ear against her will?! 

Fuck! stop thinking about it Jennie! 

I tried to rid my mind of anything Kai and instead focused on Lisa's head on my shoulder, trying not to sniffle and gripping my arm tightly. I felt her nuzzling into me, trying to hide herself- I wanted to hold her closer to me, keep her warm and safe from thoughts of the prank that ran in her mind; but I couldn't, I stayed still and kept my hand on her knee.

"Get some rest- i'll wake you up when we get to the dorm" I whispered as soft as possible, though Lisa had already began to drift off to sleep. 

I smiled. She was always so peaceful sleeping, with a carefree look on her face as her mind calmed and she no longer looked like she had been crying vigorously.  

I rubbed her knee lightly, my thumb moving further down and I glanced at her thigh; remembering the time she wore these jeans on our trip to Thailand the first time we went, just the two of us. My hand made it's way further down her leg and I watched to see her expression change from the feeling but she slept soundly, so I kept my hand placed on her thigh and turned my head to gaze out the window. Trying to ignore my headache and maybe get some shut eye if I'm lucky. 

15 MINUTES AWAY FROM THE DORM~

Watching the speeding cars that sped past or overtook our van, head lights blending in with the bleeding city night lights, I was quiet and no longer had my hand holding Lisa's thigh; trying not to wake Lisa up from her nap, I was close to passing out myself from the strain the past 2 weeks have put on my body and the headache that had slowly subsided.

Until I felt Lisa's hand drop from the sleepy hold she had on my arm, onto my thigh- her fingertips brushing down my inner thigh and my breathing hitched from the touch.

Should I move her hand?

Her fingers gripped me slightly, my face heating up with a soft pink tint.

I bit my lip, trying to suppress any noise that felt the need to leave my mouth and wake Lisa up.

I was about to reach my hand down and carefully remove her's from my sensitive thigh, but before I could Lisa's head began to slip off my shoulder and she suddenly fell onto my lap-

"uh--.." I eyed Lisa carefully and noticed I no longer could reach for her hand, her head was now covering the gap between my thighs; slightly pressing against my abdomen causing a subtle heat in my stomach, her head also pressing her hand down further.

"Mmm--nm.." Lisa stirred in her sleep, snuggling into my lap and pressing her head further down between my thighs into my abdomen as well- subconsciously spreading my legs a bit for her when the pressure was too much; I breathed through my parted lips, my heart rate increasing.