DECISIONS ¦ a Jenlisa story.

chapter 4

JENNIE POV

Lisa's sobs were quiet and muffled from the hand she had over her mouth, she was trying to contain the noise as much as possible but it still echoed in my heart, turning my wondering thoughts beforehand into strong,sharp guilt. slicing through me.

I stepped round the corner quietly, towards Lisa and once i was in front of her i kneeled down and cautiously placed a hand on the back of her head. She jumped from my unexpected touch and tore her eyes open- flowing with tears.

"Je-Jennie-- you..scared me.." Lisa mumbled between sobs, swallowing the lump in her throat i could hear scratching at her voice.

"Lisa.. I'm sorry-- i-i'm really sorry.. it was just a joke- it wasn't-- it-" I apologized- unsure how to defend my reckless actions, i never thought the prank would go as far as to make Lisa cry, and to cry like this-- she looks so hurt. My heart twinged from the look in her eyes.

Lisa shook her head, hiding her face in her knees again; sniffling back her emotions.

"N-No-- I'm fi-ne"

Sniff~

"I'm just-- being overly sensetive.."

Sitting down besides Lisa, my back against the wall; i pulled her into my embrace, my arm wrapping around her shoulder and holding her firmly against me.

"No Lisa.. It went too far- it was just meant to be a harmless prank but--" I paused; closing my eyes and sighing deeply.

"K-Kai- he went too far.. we never discussed you being pinned against the wall or him--"

I pasued again, turning my gaze to Lisa who had relaxed in my arms. She slowly turned her gaze to mine, her breathing hitching from the hiccuping sobs, bouncing in her chest.

"W-What..?" Lisa whispered, looking confused but drained and still sad as ever.

I adverted my eyes from Lisa's to glance at her neck, checking to see if there was a hickey or any indication that Kai had kissed her neck.

"what--..what did he do? I saw his face in your neck- what did he do to you?" I asked, regretting how i phrased it instantly, but keeping a firm look locked onto Lisa's eyes.

Lisa quickly tore her gaze from mine, keeping her head low.

I rubbed her upperarm gently; trying to comfort her into telling me, unless she wasn't ready- which i hoped she was because i have a lot to say to Kai the next time i see him 'Prick' .

"you can tell me, Lisa..." My eyes softened looking at her, tears still trickiling down her puffy white cheeks. "No judging- promise-- besides towards him" i scoffed under my breath "he's dead, i'll make sure of it when we talk later"

Lisa stiffened towards the end of my sentance, shaking her head quick.

"I don't-- wanna cause t-trouble between you..two" murmurring quietly; Lisa leaned her head on my shoulder.

'How can she be so selfless after being clearly hurt..'

'..what the hell have i done'

Tightening my grip on her, i sighed, wondering what i did to deserve such a soft person in my life.

"Lisa, don't be silly. You haven't done anything wrong, Kai was an ass and crossed a line.." I gently hooked my index finger under her chin and lifted her head up to face me, looking into her watery eyes i said ".. no one makes my Lili cry, you know that"

Lisa looked slightly shocked, as if she didn't expect me to care so much; which was offensive and once she's no longer sad i'll be pinching her for the disbeilf in her eyes right now.

"T-Thanks..Nini" Lisa whispered, her cheeks heating the wettening tears on them when she blushed lightly; with glossed eyes full of feelings i couldn't quite comprehend.

My heart fluttered a bit at the sound of my nickname mumbling from her mouth, and no matter how much i tried, i couldn't shake the fact that my thoughts were filled with how cute she was and the amount of aegyo Lisa was radiating right now, i felt guilty thinking she was undeniably cute when she was so down and sad.

I smiled softly at her, inhaling sharply when i noticed our faces were maybe only 5 to 6 inches apart--quickly to brush the fact off i said to her "Now tell me.. what did that asshole do?"

Lisa's brows nitted together before she sighed and closed her eyes, whispering the answer.

"..h-he---kissed and...bite my e-ear"

She kept her eyes shut, not looking at me but scrunching her face at the mere thought of Kai again; clearly made her uncomfortable.

I tensed, my heart rate suddenly spiked up and i could feel the stinging sensation inside.

It hurt.

It hurt that he'd do that.

I felt jealous, so jealous i had to try my hardest to contain the angry expression that wanted to wash away my soft and caring look towards Lisa.

But confusion filled my mind, because my jealousy was hooping around my thoughts, from Kai to Lisa; my brain trying to figure out which one i was jealous off.

'..what the hell am i thinking?'

"I'm gunna kill him.." i mumbled under my breathe.

My brain drifted off, and suddenly all reason left, leading me to daydream-- or more like a nightmare; of Lisa and Kai..

Lisa pushed up against the wall, her legs wrapped around Kai's waist; shirtless with black jeans unbuttoned and unzipped, exposing his red boxer breifs. His bare chest pressing against Lisa's; in her light pastel blue laced bra and panties, revealing patches showing off her matching pale skin--

They're making out, so roughly and.. eagerly- so full of lust and need.

Gripping. Grabbing. Groping. Rubbing. Teasing.

Lisa moaning when Kai began kissing her neck. muttering in between

'Yes~'

'More,Kai~'

'Please, Kai.. Fu--

"Jennie?"

Lisa's voice pulled me to crash back into reality, and i swallowed hard, my anger and jealousy along with it.

Turning my head to look back at her, she looked worried,confused and- her eyes were; squinting? Before i could say anything i noticed my tight grip on Lisa's upperarm, my nails digging into her skin.

I quickly retracted my nails from her and rubbed her arm where visible my visible nail marks were, i frowned.

"I-I'm sorry.. i didn't mean to--" before finishing, Lisa shook her head and sniffled once more, resting her temple back on my shoulder.

"Lis-a?" Inhaling quick and breathing out slowly, trying to make sure i rid myself of those awful imaginations which would never happen..

'Right..?'

I glanced at her, she hummed in respone.

"I think we need to be getting back now. The van was meant to be in the parking lot at 4 and its---" I glanced at my phone after turning it on "6 past 4 now.."

I turned my head back to Lisa who just nodded in respone, wiping her eyes; at least she isn't crying as much anymore.

I ended up standing up and helping Lisa as well since she seemed weak and drained from the crying, and with my hand wrapped around Lisa's waist; we walked towards the elevator, heading to the parking lot to go back home.. to end up having the most intense and unexpected night of my life.

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