31. Fools

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I mean it was my own fault lol. I looked through the phone. But I what I saw shouldn't be their. At all. It feels like last year all over again. Everyone gets the best part of her except me. Or so what it feels like. pictures. videos. moments we can both cherish. and looking at that made my appetite go away. I don't even wanna lay in the same bed as her. Im sitting on the floor typing this while she sleeps sound in bed. Im not saying she owes me the world. but I've done a lot for her to be stress free and she still has to go and disrespecting me like that.i know I'm not overreacting. she hid it all on her eyes only on snapchat. away from me. rather than just deleting it. fucking fuck. i hate this. i hate love. its all fake. like religion. something from keeping us going insane. or having a sense of control and comfort over something so mental and that can be so physical at the same time. Its taken such a physical toll on me. This bothers me so much. its not fair. at all. at fucking all. AND SHE STILL DOESNT FUCKING CLAIM ME EVEN THOUGH WE FUCKING LIVE TOGETHER. WOW lmaoooooo tomorrow is gonna be so interesting when i mention this to her. please expect another chapter tomorrow lol. maybe. if its not there then it went good. we'll see. LMFAOOO IM THE DUMBEST BITCH ON PLANET EARTH.  

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