It's been fucking hard. I feel like everything is wrong with me. My thoughts spiral sometimes. My body feels so reluctant to work. How did we get here?
Deadass I felt at the top of the world about a year ago and now we are in the middle of a stupid pandemic and a lot of me wants to blame that. Maybe it is that! I dont interact with anyone besides my family and my girlfriend now. I love my girl. She has made this pandemic easier for me. I wont be able to live without her and part of me is scared that we wont work out outside of the pandemic but another part of me knows we will grow stronger. I love her too much to let her go or do anything dumb.
I've been feeling a little hopeless. Sometimes I feel like things will never get better but another part of me feels like I will find my happiness again. It's just been so hard when all I want to do is sleep. I want to sleep until the pandemic is over. I am so tired. I am so drained. Im scared that this will want to make people leave me. Im scared that Ive lost myself when honestly. I really did used to love myself. I dont know how I got here. Do you?
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These Little Things
RomanceThese little poem...they aren't really poems. I don't know what they are but read them and tell me how you feel about these lol. BY THE WAY: please please do not take credit for these because they are my words. My thoughts. I wrote them. Not you. I...
