23. Bottle

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You're right. I do find my self at the bottom of a bottle most nights. I do go on the road a lot and it is to escape from your fucking bullshit along with the rest of the world's bullshit. Because you make things seem so real and most of the times, I don't like it. I don't want to love you because I know it will hurt and I know it will crush me. I know it will fall out in the end because like you said, we are so different. Maybe we are. And I used to tell myself that it didn't matter because I loved you anyways. I knew it was a bad idea but I still went for it. I'll let you go just a little bit if that is what you want. I couldn't give you up completely back then and I won't be able to this time either. You can find me in my bottle singing along to loud music.  



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