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Chapter 29

JUSTINS POV:

I fucked up! I can't believe it though. Why can't she fucking forgive me?? I was at a party! I was drunk. You know what, it's not my fault. Okay? She can't be mad at me. That's it. I pulled out my phone and hesitated before sending a quick text to Jessica asking her to meet up later.

Fuck Mia. I'm done. She's a bitch. She and Noah should just run off together and never come back.

Noah's pov:

When I got to Mikes house I immediately noticed something was off. Mia wasn't hanging out where she normally was. She normally would be on the couch watching a show. Mike came up to me in his football shorts and his a dallas cowboys t-shirt.

"Hey man. Where's Mia? Is she hanging out with Jay?" I asked. He flinched.

"Um they broke up. She's in her room. She's being kind of loud." he replied. As if on que, heavy drum playing started coming from upstairs. I laughed. Exactly what Mia would do during a breakup.

"Wait, she's single now?? Can I date her?!" I asked without thinking. "Forget I even said that. It's too soon." Mike nodded in agreement. Suddenly, there was stomping on the stairs.

"Mike i'm going out." she said and walked out the door without a second glance.

MIAS POV:

Zach was in the front with his car. I was surprised to see his cousin Cameron in the back. I got in the passenger seat and glanced at Cameron.

"Wait you're the drunk girl right?" I nodded and he smirked. I blushed.

"You're hot." He said. Wow he's pretty straightforward. Zach laughed. It was my turn to smirk.

"You're not to bad to yourself." i said.

"Goddammit shut up guys." Zach laughed. You may be thinking "Why are you hanging out with Zach? I thought you hated him." After Justin and I fought Zach was helping me and distracting me. The reason I never tell Mike where I'm going and what I was doing. He wouldn't approve.

Normally we'll go to bars or hang out at his cabin. And we'll do stuff. Get drunk,
get high. I know it's bad but it gives me something to do and makes me forget about shit.

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DISCLAIMER: drugs are bad and i know that and like do whatever you want but i wouldn't personally recommend it
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Today was a cabin day. We went in and i was immediately passed a joint. I took a puff and I immediately relaxed. I was at my peaceful place with Zach and surprisingly Cameron.

"So Mia, we've only met once and you were hella drunk. Tell me about yourself." he said. He breathed out smoke. I laughed at the memory.

"Well i'm 17. I play instruments and soccer. My parents are rarely home. I hate school. I have okay grades. Um people call me edgy all the time. I don't normally smoke. It's a recent thing. I don't know. I'm not an interesting person." I replied with a shrug. I don't really know how to answer that question.

"Well tell me this. What's your biggest regret?" he said with a thoughtful look. Zach was busy watching a show and attempting to do tricks with the smoke.

"Well I mean short answer is not sticking with dance. Long answer is that I lost one of my best friends. She dated this guy who was a total douche and like sucked and stuff and then I got mad at her and she moved away a few months later and I haven't heard from her since and like i miss her and i don't know." my thoughts were getting cloudy but i did my best. "What about you?"

"My ex. I cheated on her after a year of dating because i was drunk as fuck. I don't care anymore as much. it's been a year but some days I'll wake up and I'll still miss her. She was done with me. She blocked me on everything and requested a schedule change until I switched school systems for a reason completely unrelated to that. I was a really shitty person up until a few months ago. I got into fights almost daily, was high all the time, would argue with everyone, and I would do much more horrible shit." he finished. He stared at the wall across from him the whole time. That was a lot to soak up.

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I know this is a shortish chapter but it's been so long so here you go. thank you for all the reads and votes! keep doing what you're doing and i appreciate you all.

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