Permission

Chapter 39

"I want you."

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*Justin's pov*

I turned around to face her and I grabbed her and smashed my lips into hers. She hesitated a bit before kissing me back.

"Is there any place that's more comfortable to do this?" I asked. She smiled and dragged me to the door across the hall. I think it's Maddy's little brothers room but that wasn't where my focus was. My focus was on getting my dick inside of Mia. I grabbed her and threw her down on the bed. Then I crawled over her and hovered my lips over hers. I knew she was going crazy over feeling my breath on her lips.

"I missed you." I whispered.

"I missed you too." she whispered back. And with that I ripped off my shirt and she did the same to hers. I want her so bad. I started sucking on her neck and she was moaning in pleasure. She struggled to unbutton my pants while I unbuttoned hers. We slid them off and took off our underwear too. 

"I don't have a condom." 

"I don't care." I sighed. I couldn't do this without one. I shouldn't have even tried in the first place. I didn't want to take advantage of her impulsiveness. I got off of her and she looked at me confused. I told her what I thought and she looked disappointed but she understood. We sat there and talked for 5 minutes before we were interrupted. 

"Mia! What the fuck?!" Jax shouted. 

*Mias pov* 

Oh shit. We were naked on his bed. 

"Fuck me." I muttered under my breath. Jax was looking at us in disgust. And for a good reason too. We were sitting naked on his bed in the middle of the day. Who wouldn't be disgusted? I gestured for him to turn around and me and Jay rushed to get our clothes back on. 

"I'm gonna go...don't want them to get suspicious..." Justin looked at me for approval. I flipped him off and rolled my eyes but let him go. He was right. Hopefully they just completely forgot about us downstairs. Now I had to explain to Jax what the hell was happening. 

"So what the fuck were you guys doing?" he asked

"We didn't do anything besides kiss I swear. I'll even clean your sheets if you want." I said to him. 

"No it's okay. I can do that." he replied. I nodded. "So are you guys like a thing or something?" 

"No," I said thoughtfully. "Well, kinda. But no. It's really complicated I have to choose between him or Noah but I just can't decide. They're both amazing."

"How bout go for neither of them?" he said. He came and sat down on the bed next to me. I decided not to tell him that he just sat where my naked ass was a minute ago. Then he leaned in for a kiss. I lightly pushed him away.

"Jax I can't. Now is not the right time. Maybe someday in the future something will happen but honestly I don't know if anything ever will." I said softly. I knew he liked me. He has since he was little. Sure he's cute but he's a freshman and I'm a junior. Plus he's my best friends brother. Maybe one day when we're older and out of high school something could happen. 

"It's okay. I understand." He said looking really disappointed. I hugged him tightly and missed him on the cheek. Just then the door burst open and Maddy ran in.

"YES YES YES FINALLY! I ALWAYS KNEW YOU GUYS WOULD BE PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER!!" she squealed. I grimaced, so did Jax. awkward. 

"Um Maddy. That meant nothing. We're just friends." Jax said gloomily. I nodded in agreement and stood up. I waved bye to Jax and dragged Maddy out of the room.

*fast forward three months into late april*

This month has been perfect. Me and Noah finally made it official. Jay and I haven't really talked much after that day in Jax's room but it's okay. I finally realized that Noah was the person who was perfect for me. I sat with him at my brothers lunch table which was kind of awkward at first because in all of our years at school we never really sat together. I went to all of his Lacrosse practices and watched. After he would drive me to his house and we'd have dinner with his dad. Then I'd go home and we'd facetime for hours.

Prom was soon. Saturday, May 15th. I was literally so excited. I already bought my dress months ago with Maddy. It's a gorgeous black and red dress with a low cut back. I can't fucking wait.

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Kinda bad but idc. also i realize the timeline is completely messed up for this story lol. I went back and reread it. Please vote lol

q/a who do you ship mia with now?