Why me?

02

Ryan's POV

"You"

Kick

"Worthless"

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"Waste"

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"Of"

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"Space

My dad was yelling as he kicked me over and over again. "You're worthless. You were a mistake that cost your mother's life. Just go die no one will miss you." He spat at me before wandering off. Probably to get more alcohol.

I stood up shakily, clinging to the wall as support. I limped to my room and locked the door once I was inside. Only then did I let the tears flow freely. He was right. I am worthless.

I reached slowly for my blade, desperate for a release but I was stopped by my dad hammering on the door. "Get your ass out here you worthless fag. There's someone at the door." I slowly opened my door and made my way to the stairs, trying to hide that I had been crying. I wasn't allowed to cry but sometimes I couldn't help it.

I slowly opened the door and saw a man dressed in a purple and black uniform. "I have been told to inform you that there is a ceremony tomorrow in the town centre for the prince to choose a husband. All male members of this household between 16 and 18 years old must attend at 2:00pm tomorrow. Have a good day." He said before turning and walking to the next house.

"What did he want?" Growled my dad. "For all the men in the house aged 16 to 18 to go to the town centre at two so the prince can choose a husband." I replied shrugging.

He just laughed. "As if the prince would want to even talk to to someone as worthless as you." He said as he punched me one last time before walking off.

I shuffled to my room and laid down on my bed. 'Why would anyone want to marry me?' thought as I fell into an uneasy sleep. 

A/N Soooo another update... I literally hated doing this to Ryan. I have no experience with abuse or writing it so if you notice any mistakes of weird things please let me know. Don't be a silent reader!