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-Changbin P.O.V-


Dear Diary,

I still don't know why I write in you..that sounds weird. I don't know why I still use you and everyone knows you as my "bullet journal" but anyway I've got tea. Felix might be the big gay and I may have a chance here. Even if he is the bIG gAy I don't know if he likes me. Lately I have been getting mixed signals from him not knowing what to do. Do I tell him "I KNOW YOU ARE GAY" or just ask him about life? I think I will go with a more subtle approach. I don't want to lose him as a friend. Well bye for now ima see if my best friend is gAy!

[back to 3rd person]

"Changbin hyung!" Felix says happily as Changbin swiftly slaps his "bullet journal shut". "Heyyyyyyy sissss!! What am I doing? I'm doing nothing. Just thriving into the abyss.. Ya know the us-" "Changbinsiii you sound nervous whats up? You good?" Felix asks. "Yeah I am totally fine!" "That is a phat lie but whatever go off sis. Go back to snorting whatever your snorting because you are acting NOT RIGHT lmao." Felix replies.. "Well anyway I am totally over the breakup with Shuhua. Honestly girls are gross." Felix bluntly states.As there is an awkward silence Felix forgets why he came into Changbins room. Felix breaks the silence and says, "Hey wanna get coffee?" "Sure!" Changbin quickly replies back. God knows why Felix likes coffee, it doesn't suit him. He seems more of an iced choco or strawberry milk kinda guy. A really adorable one. But also Changbin doesn't look like a banana milk kinda guy either. He only drank coffee that one time so they would both have matching cups for instagram, Changbin thinks to himself.

Instead of sitting at the coffee shop Felix had more planned in his head. It was one of the rap lines days off so Felic decided to take Changbin out since he has been working so hard. They drank their coffee, laughed, and joked about god knows what. They walked outside and went in Woojin's car they snatched for the day. "Lets go to the internet cafe. There is a game I want to play with you, and since we didn't eat this morning let's also grab something to eat." Felix says, Felix has been having something on his mind for while and wants to tell his best friend Changbin but he's been stalling so he wouldn't have to say it right at one moment. He knows Changbin will be surprised but would never reject him as a friend. The two go in the room in the corner with a a door set on it. Felix reserved it as quickly as he could. They were next to each other playing some game Changbin had never heard of. Alright so you do this..and put you hand here when you are ready to...and then...Changbin? Are you alright?" Chanbin didn't even realize he was spacing out and just staring into Felix's eyes. "Yeah I'm fine, I just didn't get enough sleep last night." "Aw baby make sure you do. Okay?" Changbin's eyes widened as he turned to face the computer. "Um..I'm going to get us some food", Chanbin says. Changbin turns around to start walking and says under his breath "baby...ha...cute." Felix blushes back without even realizing.

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bisexual bois united

Jisung

soooo how is that DATE

Changbin

OH MY GOD IM CRYING HES

SO CUTE I WANT TO GIVE 

HIM THE WORLD AND ALL MY FUCKING

LOVE HOLY SHIT

LeeKnow

changbin.exe has stopped working

Changbin

.-~uwu~-.

Jisung

Im positive hes on some sort of drug

Honestly hook me up with that shit

Changbin

the only thing i'm on is that
Felix uwu shit. And I'm feeling g r e a t

LeeKnow

I am so happy for yall, it's just

WHEN IS FELIX COMING OUT OF THE
CLOSET WE HAVE BEEN WAITING

Jisung

give him time babe OwO

Changbin

I GOT THE MOTHERFUCKING
FOOD LET'S TRY TO SNATCH
THE LOVE OF MY LIFE

Jisung

invented the word gay ^

LeeKnow

Ikr >3<

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Changbin comes back with the food and snacks. "Did you miss me?" Felix says. "Oh shut up headass." Changbin responds. "Once they start eating Felix starts to get nervous. "How do I tell him this?" He thinks to himself. "Hey Changbinnieeeeeeeee, there has been this special someone that I think I like, WHAT DO I DO?? You are my best friend and also have experience and shit." Changbin's heart sinks. "I-Is sh-she pretty?" Changbin asks. "Actually, Changbin, it's a guy. Changbin freezes. His whole body starts to tingle, from the bottom of his feet to the top of his head. "No way. I-I like a guy too." Changbin says. "Hyung, you like guys?" Felix asks. "Felix, you're not straight? "Ha-ha, yeah I feel like I always have but never figured it out. There was a special someone who helped me and I think I kinda fell for him" Felix huffs.

"Honestly this is so funny how we both the phat gay and didn't even know it, and we are best fucking friends too." Changbin says. "WAIT I NEED TO KNOW WHO YOU LIKE" Felix says excitingly. "I NEED TO KNOW WHO YOUUUU LIKE" Changbin also says with a side smile. "On three, lets both say it, okay?" "Okay" Changbin responds.

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"You" Felix says. "You" Changbin says at the same time as Felix. 

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