Buildings Burn, People Die, But Real Love Is Forever

Chapter 1 - Epilogue

Looks:
long black hair,blue eyes,average height for a girl,big boobs(not to big)I usually wear anything from Hot topic (and not this justin bieber shit they got now...when it was JUST the way we liked it no american eagle buying it)
Personality:
over thinker, compassionate, heartfelt, tomboyish, protective, stubborn, hard headed, loves truly and deeply, over all good person, who's just been stepped on and broken quite a few times.
Info:
I've been best friends with Eric since I was 13.
I fell in love with him at the age of 16...
then he met Shelly and went out with her right before I was going to tell him my feelings...
I was so hurt...
I moved in with Eric way before Shelly did.... because my parents were abusive. Eric took my virginity when I thought he wasnt drunk but he was...its REALLY hard to tell with Eric...

(1 year ago)
I was gonna do it...right before Eric's wedding, tell him my feelings then kill myself...what do I need to live for anymore I cant have the one thing I love so theres no point. I'd die with no regrets.
"Eric...I need to tell u something...alone"
I said pulling him gently to the side so only we could hear each other
"What?"
He asked with a small smile
"Look Eric I'm just gonna day this so I have no regrets..I...I love you...and I need you to know Im not going to ur wedding tonight"
I said looking at my feet.
"What?!No Jess youu have to....youu love me?" He asked in shock
"Yes..I do but nothing you say or do is going to want me to come tonight...seeing you married will be to painful...this is goodbye...forever"
I said sadly.I went to walk out
"You cant do this to me!You're my best friend!We've known eachother for 6 years Jess!I need you there"
He said but I shook my head...the tears came
"I cant do this!"
I said but he sighed, running a hand through his hair.
"Look I need to go for a walk to clear my head. just...stay here until I come back please?"
He asked
"Eric I-"
"Please...its my last wish from you"
Eric said and I sighed
"Fine..."
I said and walked to the couch and sat infront of the fire as tears fell.I heard Eric slam the door shut
"Didnt go to well I see"
Shelly said I only glared
"No...it didnt Shell...I love you to death and you know that but...seeing you two getting married will only hurt me and Im sorry"
I said crying
"I know hun,I know i just dont know how to tell Eric that...I fell out of love"
Shelly said and hugged me
"You did?!"
I asked surprised
"Yes..I dont love him anymore and I cant marry him...you two belond together...I'm sorry"
She said I went to reply but just then there was a knock at the door.We both looked up and walked to the door but we didnt have time to open it because 4 guys came in
"Department of Housing"
said a short guy with a gotee holding up our petition for the health violations we signed "Cod violations?Saftey hazards?"
Said the guy as some other guy held me and pinned me on the couch.I screamed but he muffled it.2 guys were holding down Shelly on the bed as one black guy and a white guy with blonde hair held me on the couch.She screamed too
"Place looks fine to me.Lets redecorate"
said the 1st guy as they threw all our shit around and detroyed the place
"Stop it!"
I begged as they started to tear my clothes off while still pinning me to the couch.The 1st guy took out one of Eric's and my books we chipped in to buy that looked really cool
"Abash,the devil stood and felt how awful goodness is"
he said as I cried hard
"Saw virtue in her shape,how lovely.Its pornography"
Said the 1st guy.I was slapped across the face and thrown into the wall and just lied there...I was used to this pain...this isnt even as bad as how my parents treated me
"Stop!"
I said trying to get up but I was only punched in the gut and kicked.The black guy dragged me to the floor by my hair and tore open my bra.I screamed at the blonde held me so I couldnt move.The other 2 were doing the same to Shelly.I heard Eric
"Jessie listen we need to-"
Eric stopped dead in his tracks seeing us on the floor sobbing and crying.The black one threw a switch blade at Eric hitting him in his gut
"ERIC!"
I yelled as Eric dropped to the floor
"I want the goth one"
Said the blonde as he mounted my waist
"Please stop!"
I begged but he wouldnt listen...he was fondeling with my breasts.By this time my face was bloody and my sides were bruised.I was spitting blood...Shelly was just as bad. "Eric!"
Shelly called for help
"Sh-Shelly....J-Jess"
Eric tried to get up to save us but as the blonde raped me the other 2 took Eric and held him up as the first one shot him in the back twise and threw Eric out the window
"ERIC!"
I screamed at the top of my lungs but only was slapped across the face HARD
"Shut up bitch!You call MY name not that piece of shit!"
the blonde said pointing his gun at the broken window Eric was thrown out of.I gasped for air but as we heard sirens they beat it out of there.. unfortunatly even though I got it worse then Shelly I still had some will to crawl to her
"J-Jess wheres Eric?"
Shelly asked..I didnt have the heart to tell her "I-I don't know..Im so much in pain"
I said crying as I took the blanket wrapped it around us..we were half naked for christs sake!Soon the paramedics came in and took us down and outside
"Shelly?"
Sarah asked
"Jess?"
Sarah asked this gave me the opportunity to sneak away while they focused on Shelly I quickly ran to Eric's body they haven't picked him up yet
"Eric..this is my fault.I should of never told you that I loved you...you would've never walked out like that..you would of been here...I'm so sorry Eric"
I said sobbing on his chest
"You..said you'd never leave me...why did you have to go an die you asshole!Eric!"
I yelled punching the ground
"Ma'am we have to get you to the hospital"
Said a medic as they tried to pull me away
"NO!ERIC!NOOOOO!!!"
I screamed but they strapped me down to the bed and took me away..
I suffered 40 hours of intensive care until they got me back to under control,all I needed was rest it was the most painful 40 hours of my life Shelly died but I unfortunately lived...damn it...