Chapter 7 - No Coming Back

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Jess pov)
I was playing my song again when Eric came in
"Jess"
He said and i looked back.Warmth engulfing my entire body by just the sight of him
"Youre not drunk again are you?"
I asked smirking like a smartass.He walked over to me and brushed a strand of hair from my face
"No.Not in the slightest"
He said and gently kissed me then took the guitar and his amp
"Come on"
He said taking my hand taking me to the roof
"Play my song?"
I asked and he smiled
"Sure"
he said and took off his shirt & jacket.I blushed but he gently kissed me
"The rain soothes me"
he said and began to play the guitar solo he wrote for me a long time ago.It was a soothing lullabuy that put me to sleep whenever I was upset.I leaned my head on his shoulder and took off my jacket as well but left my shirt on
"The sky is crying"
I said more to myself because the elctric guitar is loud.Eric stopped finally and then looked at me
"Jess...I am so sorry I didnt listen to you on halloween"
Eric said
"Eric would you stop blaming yourself.Its not your fault theres someone to blame and it's T-Bird he was the leader"
I said taking his hand gently
"But Jess...I-"
I cut him off by tackling him and kissing him deeply.He kissed me back as he ran his hands up and down my sides
"Eric.Shut up"
I said finally as I kissed him again and this went on for 20 minutes
"I shouldnt let you get to attatched to me"
Eric said
"What?Why"
I asked as my heart beat
"Because Jess Im dead!Once Im done killing T-Bird and Skank...I'll have to go back to the velley of the dead"
Eric said as I began to cry"
No!You cant leave me!"
I begged
"Jess look at me...you're so strong you can live with out me"
Eric said
"No!I cant!I wont!I'll kill myself!"
I said crying
"Jessie if you kill yourself I wont look for you in the valley of the dead"
Eric said and I gasped
"B-but Eric I want to be with you and if being dead is what I have to do-"
"What about Sarah!You cant leave her!"
Eric said
"She has Darla!-"
"Jess I love you but you're being selfish"
Eric said finally and then I stopped...
he was right..
I got up and started to walk away
"Where are you going?"Eric asked looking hurt
"You said I shouldnt get too attatched...I'll be in your room....it's best if you kept ur distance so I dont get too attatched..."
I said icely.He was right I was being slefish... but I had every right to act cold if he tells me I cant be attatched to him
(eric's pov)
I watched Jess leave and I couldnt help but throw my guitar to the side in pure anger.I knew I wasnt supposed to be attatched to her because she's alive but god damn it its hard...I want to be with her...I sighed and put my shirt and jacket back on
"T-Bird...you're next"
I said and left
(my pov)
I ran into Eric's room and cried.How could I stay away from the one I love?!Its to hard! I walked to the bathroom and pulled out a razor blade and cut my wrists sobbing
"Eric...I'm sorry..I'm sorry Shelly..I'm sorry Sarah..Im..so sorry"
I said as I cried myself to sleep on the bathroom floor, laying in blood.
(my pov)
So I found T-Bird outside of a store with Skank.I quickly got into T-Bird's car and lied down waiting for him.T-Bird got in and saw my crow land on his car.I sat up quickly and put a gun to his head.He held his own gun as well
"What the fuck are you sapposed to be man?"
T-Bird asked.My crow cawed
"Im your passenger"
I said and took his cigar from his mouth and then his gun and turned his head
"Drive"
I said.He put the key in the ignition and as the motor started the crow flew off.T-Bird took off like a bat out of hell.As we drove he desided to speak
"What do you want man?Money?Drugs?I got it.We could use you.You did Tin tin.This is buisness right?"
He rambled
"Faster"
Was all i said.I was in no laughing mood.That fight with Jess hit me hard...He started to do 100 and cops started to follow
"Oh look.Youre makin us poplar.When they flash us like that they aint friends"
T-Bird said as I looked back but then looked back at him
"You got something personal,we can work it out right huh?"
He asked as I looked back again.T-Bird drove into an allyway smashing into various trashcans.We got out of the ally way and made a sharp turn but the cops were still on us.He turned down a rode and as we passed another ally way the cop car crashed into another car.We stopped at the docks cause I told him to.I told him about Shelly and Jess
"Remember?Yeah I remember everything"
He said as I taped him to his seat then went to the trunk where I found explosives conveniently
"But I dont know what-what?Huh what?What are you talking about?No,no,no,no,no.You mean that place downtown?Yeah I remember those 2 girls.We needed to put some fear into those little girls...the brunette was easy to put fear into...the raven haired girl was extreamly hard...she was a fighter.They werent going along with our tenant relocation program.And then i dont know which one's boyfriend it was but one of their idiot boyfriends show up and turns a simple sweep-&-clear into a total cluster fuck!Who gives a fuck!Its ancient history! Why?What do you want?"
He asked as I came back up with TNT
"What is it?What?Speak to me.Speak!"
T-Bird yelled but I pulled off some duck tape and looked at him
*flashback*
T-Bird came in with his pals
"Did you send us these complaints?"
T-Bird asked Jessie and Shelly.I saw him slap Shelly across the face and drag her by her hair across the floor and give them to Skank as he read from my book
"Abash the devil stood"
he read as Skank felt Shelly all over.I heard Jessie's screams from a diffrent area
"Does it get you sweaty?"
T-Bird asked Shelly
*end flashback*
"I know you.I know you.I knew I knew you.I knew I knew you.But you aint you.You cant be you.We put you through a window.There aint no comin back.This is the real world.There aint no coming back"
he said as I turned his head and taped it to the car seat as well
"We killed you dead.There aint no coming back. There aint no coming back!There aint no comin back!"
He yelled but I grabbed a bungee cord making his foot hit the gas pedal but it was in park so it didnt go anywhere...yet
"Abash the devil stood,and felt how awful goodness is...and felt how awful goodness is"
He said as I put a granade in his lap then switched the gear into drive and waved bye as his car drove off to the ocean and as it was just going to go into the ocean the car exploded.I took some gasoline and began to make a shape. As the car fell into the ocean I lit my lighter and let it drop onto the shape I made.When it lit the shape of a crow was formed.I began to walk away as the crow landed on my shoulder.I walked back to the apartment & saw no sign of Jess
"Jess?"
I called as I looked in the bedroom.I saw a few candles lit in the bathroom and wen I walked in I gasped
"JESS!"
I yelled as I picked her up.She was sleeping next to a razor and her wrists were cut...she's only done this once when I told her I might move to a different country.I stayed cuz she truely and deeply needed me
"Oh my god Jess"
I whispered as I lit a fire in the fire place and set a blanket down infront of it and set Jessie on it.I began to wrap up her arm in guaze.The warmth should help her body alittle.I had to find some food.I looked around and saw a pizza just randomly sitting on my red chair
"Sarah"
was all I said before I picked it up and walked back to Jessie.When I came back her eyes were open and she looked depressed.......

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