I know it will hang over my head for an eternity
The guilt of my stupidity
Always saying words that should be left unsaid
Poking nose where it doesn't belong
It will come back to haunt
With a double portion
Too much lies to remember
To try to keep up with
They are all getting mixed in my blender of a brain
There is no right or wrong anymore
There is just a white board
Ready for a fresh start
Erasing what lies over my head and starting over with fresh new lies
Lies that I hope will become truth some day.
