The Tweet (5SOS/One Direction fanfic)

Chapter 30

Hey guys sorry for the long wait. Mention of self harm in this chapter

*****

Chapter 30

Eliza's POV

When we got to the hotel, we changed the sleeping arrangements so I was with Luke now and not with Zayn. He didn't mind though because when he entered his room Perrie was sitting on his bed. She decided she wanted to surprise him and asked me which country we were going to and which hotel we were staying in.

When Luke and I entered our room, he dragged our bags and placed them near the dresser. He walked over to stand in front of me and wrapped his arms around my waist before starting to kiss my neck.

"Luke?" I asked as I moved my head to the side. He hummed in response.

"Have you told your mum yet that we still have the baby?" I asked as I gently tugged his hair. He sighed before pulling away from my neck and dragging me over to sit beside him on the bed.

"No I haven't. I don't know how she is going to react though."

"It can't be as bad as last time. Does she still hate me?" I asked looking down towards the floor. I felt him gently grip my chin before turning my face to his.

"She doesn't hate you. After you left, I explained to her how it happened and that you didn't get pregnant on purpose she understood. When I rang you that day, it was to tell you that she understood and didn't hate you, but it was too late. You had already lost the baby. Now that we have found out you still have it, she should be ok with it. Don't worry ok. I will get her to understand again." He said, his deep blue eyes not leaving mine. I nodded at him before leaning and resting my head on his shoulder as he wrapped an arm around me.

"I will ring her in the morning, right now let's just lie down and sleep." He said before standing up and started to undress. He walked over to his suitcase and pulled out some grey sweatpants before taking off his skinny jeans and pulling his sweatpants up his legs. He took his t-shirt off before passing it to me so I could wear it. I smiled at him as I stood up and took off my jeans before pulling my top over my head and replacing it with Luke's. I pulled my hair out of its ponytail and let it cascade down my back. I climbed back into our bed as Luke turned the light out and then came to lay by my side and pulled me to rest on his chest.

"I still find it hard to believe we are going to have a baby." He said before kissing my forehead.

"Yeah I do too." I said as I closed my eyes trying to let sleep take over me.

After about 3 hours, I still couldn't fall asleep. Luke fell asleep almost straight away but I couldn't stop thinking. What if he is still with that girl? Has he broken up with her? It's all too much. I don't know what to do, but I can't ask Luke because we have just sorted everything out. Did he sleep with her? I rolled over onto my back and rested my hand on my stomach. I need to find out everything and soon. I don't think I will be able to cope if I find out later. I wonder if Ashton knows anything. I glanced over to the clock on the side table and saw it was 2:43am. I sighed before staring up at the celling.

"What's wrong babe?" I heard Luke's deep voice ask from beside me.

"I'm just thinking." I told him turning to see his blue eyes studding my face.

"About what?"

"Did you break up with her?" I asked staring up at him.

"I thought we were going to forget about all of that." He said turning to lie on his back.

"Luke yes or no, have you broken up with her?"

"Yes I have."

"Ok." I sighed before turning on my side with my back facing him.

"El?" I heard Luke ask.

"What?" I said turning back to face him.

"Why did you start cutting?"

"Because I had no one. I thought I had just lost our baby and then you just stopped everything to do with me. I did not know what I did wrong or why you did it. I had just lost the two most important people to me and I had no idea what I had done. It was the only way that I could get rid of the pain."

"I'm really sorry I did that." Luke said wrapping his arm around my waist and kissing my forehead. "Come on, we really need to sleep." I sighed before resting my head on his shoulder and letting sleep take over me.

I awoke to the sound of someone banging on the door.

"Guys wake up we have to get back on the bus." I heard Calum shout through the door.

"Alright we're up." I heard Luke shout back as he came out of the bathroom fully dressed. I sighed before getting up out of bed and pulling out some clothes. I pulled out some black skinny jeans and a grey vest top before walking into the bathroom to get changed. Once I was changed I walked back into the main room to see Luke was no longer in there and his bag was gone. I sighed before grabbing my suitcase and phone before walking downstairs to the hotel lobby. I saw Michael stood waiting, looking down at his phone.

"Michael, do you know where Luke went?" I asked making him look up at me. He quickly locked his phone and put it in his pocket before taking my suitcase off me.

"You shouldn't be carrying heavy things and I just saw him get onto the bus talking on his phone. Didn't he tell you he was going to come down?" Michael asked as we made our way outside. I shook my head no.

"I just walked out of the bathroom after getting changed and he was gone." I told him looking down at the floor as we walked. He carried my bag onto the bus and we went and sat with Calum, Ashton, Becky and Emma. I sat down by Ashton and rested my head on his shoulder.

"I was wondering when you would get here. I saw Luke walk in and thought you would be close behind."

"Yeah, well he left me alone in the hotel room and didn't bother to tell me he was coming down to the bus. Where is he anyway?"

"In the back part, on the phone to someone." Ashton told me as the bus started to move.

"Do you know who he is talking to?" I asked looking up at Ashton.

"I haven't got a clue." I sighed before the others started to talk to me about the baby. Half an hour later Luke walked out of the back room and sat down next to Calum. He sat down and started to mess around on his phone, not bothering to look up at anyone. I looked up to Ashton but he just shrugged his shoulders. What's up with Luke? Why is he suddenly acting like this?

"Hey Ash?" I said quietly.

"Yeah?"

"Can I share a room with you at the next hotel I don't want to be with him when he's acting like this?"

"Of course you can."

I looked over at Luke to see him staring down at his phone. I pulled out mine before logging onto twitter and seeing that Luke hadn't tweeted anything so I know he isn't talking to fans. I locked my phone again before pushing it into my pocket.

When we arrived at the arena, Luke waited for me at the door of the bus before linking our fingers together and dragging me inside with the others. We all made our way to the main stage area when Luke suddenly stopped.

"Amber?" I heard Luke ask. I followed his gaze and saw a girl turn round, but not just any girl; it was the girl from the picture that broke my heart last month.

*****

GUYS LAST NIGHT ONE OF THE BEST THINGS HAPPENED TO ME. JUSTIN DREW BIEBER FOLLOWED ME ON TWITTER. IT WAS AT 1:43 AM AND I WAS SAT IN BED CRYING.OMG I CANT BELIEVE THAT HAPPENED

Sorry for the long wait again