Wishing Wish

Mathew

He's the love of my life, my first love.

I like him a lot. But there's no way he'll return my feelings. He's cool, handsome and very charming. There's no way he'll like someone like me. Compared to him, I'm a nobody.

Lots of girls go gaga over Matt, and why wouldn't they?! In addition to his good looks he's also the vocalist and, at the same time, the lead guitarist of the bandBlack Foresteveryone loves. He wrote the songs that were always dedicated to someone special to him.

There were also rumors that he's a member of the known street gang in our town, The Dark. It's a feared and influential gang that even the police don't touch them.

There are times that he'd suddenly talk to me but, it's only to insult me.

Matt is approachable and can easily befriend anyone he fancies, although sometimes he manipulates them cruelly. He's nice to everyone, except to me.

Honestly, what's with me that just make him hate me a lot; he mocks me everyday that I'm always the school's laughing stack.

He's the first and the only guy who I ever loved this much; and yet he's also the guy that made my high school life a living hell. He's the person I hate and, at the same time, love the most.