Close As Strangers - A 5 Seconds Of Summer Fan Fic

Giving Up

On the phone I can tell that you want to move on,

Through the tears, I can hear that I shouldn't gone,

Everyday it gets harder to stay away from you,

So tell me, are we wasting time,

Talking on a broken line,

Telling you I haven't seen your face in ages,

I feel like were as close as strangers,

Wasting time, talking on a broken line,

Telling you I haven't seen your face in ages,

I feel like we're as close as strangers,

I won't give up, even though it hurts so much,

Every night I'm losing you in a thousand faces,

Now it feels we're as close as strangers.

Five weeks had past since we told everyone that we were expecting. I think it was the worst mistake we have ever made. It would have been so much better if we had the baby and told everyone then or not tell anyone at all. The hate from all the fans was getting worse the closer we got to having the baby. Everyday I would go on Twitter to be spammed by so many message wishing for me and the baby to die. I was seriously considering giving up on everything.

My phone began to ring and I checked who it was. Michael. He had been calling me at least 4 times everyday since the night of the concert.

'Hey Mickey... Hey sweetie, how are you?... I dunno. I guess I'm ok... Anna. Relax, 5 more weeks and our whole world will change. Don't worry about the fans. Think about us and the joy of our relationship', I began crying because I had to let all the tears go, 'Mickey, I can't do this anymore. All the stress has gotten to me and I honestly don't want to do this. I wish that I could move on with my life but I can't. I'm only holding on for you and for our baby. I wish that you didn't  leave or that I came with you. Its getting so much harder and I feel like we're just wasting time, talking on the phone. Michael. I haven't seen you in so long, and face-timing and Skyping does nothing for us. I honestly feel like this time apart has made us strangers',  I don't know how much he understood through the tears but I didn't care. Not anymore. Michael was shocked into silence and didn't respond for a little while, and when he did his voice was a whisper, 'Anna, I'm so sorry. If I would have known that me being away for so long would cause you this much pain, I wouldn't have gone. Please, please don't give up on me and don't give up on us. I love you. You're my whole world and I don't know what I would do without you'. The crying over took me and I couldnt speak. 'Anna. Please say something... I'm sorry Michael. I promise I won't give up'. And I hung up.

I crawled into bed and fell asleep.