Close As Strangers - A 5 Seconds Of Summer Fan Fic

6 Weeks

Six weeks since I've been away,

And now you're saying that everything has changed,

And I'm afraid that I might be losing you,

Now every night that I spend alone,

Kills me thinking of you on your own,

And I wish I was back home next to you.

I woke up with a start. I reached over for Michael but found his side of the bed empty. Its been the same every morning for the past six weeks. He'd left with the boys to go on tour the very day that we told the boys I was 12 weeks pregnant.  I rolled over and checked my phone. No messages or texts. I hadn't spoken to Mickey in 3 days. I groaned and dialed his number. It kept ringing and ringing until it reached message bank. I didn't bother leaving a message because he never called back. I decided to call Luke instead since he always picked up. Just as I was about to hang up, he picked up,

"Hello?", "Hey Luke! What's up?", I didn't get to finish what I was saying because in the background I heard Michael, "Luke hang up.. Go away Michael, I'm not ignoring her like you are". I was so shocked that I didn't know what to think or say.

"Earth to Luke", I said, "Look don't worry about it. When you see Michael tell him I called and that I need to talk to him about something". I hung up. I was so angry. Three days. Three days he's been ignoring me. The worst part is I don't even know what for.

As I slammed my phone one the bed side table, it started ringing. Caller ID: My Rainbow Unicorn<3. I picked up,

'Oh, is there something I can help you with?' I asked Michael, 'Babe, I'm so sorry. Look I know your angry-', 'Angry? Michael, angry doesnt even cut it. You've been ignoring me a full three days and don't say that your not because I heard you over the phone with Luke'. He took a while to respond. 'I'm sorry. There aren't enough sorrys in the world to describe how sorry I really am. I've been ignoring you because I miss you. Every time I speak to you on the phone and then we have to hang up, it kills me. I hate not having you here with me. I'm sorry. Please, Anna forgive me.' I was shocked into silence, 'Anna?', 'Oh Mickey, I'm so sorry. I miss you so much and I hate being here without you.  I don't know how I'm going to do this by myself'. I was on the verge of tears and I had to try so hard not to cry. 'I know. Anna I'm sorry. I promise that as soon as I get time to break away I'll be coming back for you...Michael hurry up where on stage in 30 seconds...Fuck off, give me one minute. Anna I'm so sorry but I have to go', 'I know. I love you so much', 'I love you too'. And with that he hung up. I finally let go of all the tears and cried myself back to sleep.