I am just wandering around aimlessly,
There's nowhere to go,
Cause who would want me.
I am just walking in circles with no company,
Other than my own thoughts,
Miserable and sad.
I am just a nobody that no one sees that no one knows,
Nobody can see my pain,
Nobody can see my sorrow.
I am a loner for just being who I am,
Being used by false friends,
By false intentions.
Hope is blind,
My hope is lost,
There's only wariness angst and caution.
I am struggling,
But no one sees,
No one knows.
Thoughts are dangerous,
They kill the brain worse than a bullet ever can,
And they don't even touch you.
Just mental pain,
With time it'll go away, they say
But it doesn't, not really.
It just gets hidden by false hope and happiness,
Until some memory or catalyst,
Brings it back but worst than the last stroke.
It's a painful agony,
The feeling twisting in our brains and damaging our cells,
Leaving us dead inside.
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15/1/19
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poetry From My Heart
PoetryThis is just some poetry I have made, regarding how I feel on certain things in society, a lot on my emotions and feelings when I've been down and some are just random on the spot poems that I thought up
