Why Do You Hurt Me? (BTSJungkook X Reader)

Rainy Day

Sense the big slap and argument I had with Jungkook that one day we haven't talk to each other at all. Not even to fight as usual or argue just nothing. I went to school sat next to him as always but we both look straight up pitiably, after school as usual Hoseok and I did homework together, but nothing interesting.

Days like this I wish i could just move away and never see Jungkook's face ever again. Something about that bad boy kept haunting me even if I totally wanted him out of my life what's oh ever. Him saving me that one time still confuses me but then again who knows maybe god told him to save me I just don't know what to do now. We've become more hatred towards each other and I don't like it..

"Y/n-ah!"
"Ne?"
"Come with me to the market, maybe walking around can get you out of that bubble your in of just being locked in your room all day."

Eomma demandes handing me my large red coat..
"Eomma-hh do I have to! Come on I'm almost finish with a season let me stay. Plus it's raining outside I can catch a cold you know!"

"Hush child! Your going if you like it or not, who knows maybe you see your friends from school. I need to buy a few groceries for todays dinner so let's get to it!"
Rolled my eyes and slowly placed the red coat and let my hair down. Took my black umbrella and we made our way to the subway.

Once we got to the food market Eomma scrolling through aile by aile picking up certain goods. I followed her annoyed of being outside.

"Mrs Kim! How have you been wow you look good you haven't aged.."
for my luck our old neighbor from our old house found us and began chatting away to my Eomma and worst of all they were good friends so Eomma just started blabbing her mouth away.
For minutes I messed with the fruit on the aile we were standing, and messing with my phone while skipping around finding ways to entertain myself.

In the middle of looking around to find something to do while Eomma chats, with a glance I see a familiar male with a lady that looked about my Eomma age.
Rubbed my eyes and noticed it was Jungkook and I'm assuming it his Eomma.
Widen my eyes while quickly squatting downing hiding myself from him..
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Y/n pov
Shit! If he sees me end of story I'm dead.. awkward
Oh no but if Eomma sees him she'll probably go up to him and try to talk shit to him for giving me a hard time in school. Shit what do I do!
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"Y/n why are you hiding? Let's move along."
Slowly standing up and looking around to see if he's around but thank god it looks like he's gone.

"Are you okay sweetheart?"
"Oh u-mm I'm fine come on let's go!"
During check out once again I scan the area hoping not to see him or else I'll be dead meat.

At the current moment Seoul was pouring hard, we were forced to stay at a food place to cover from the rain. Knowing me already annoyed I started scrolling through my phone and found a few texts from Hoseok.

Hobi: y/n! You finally replied

Y/n: sorry out with Eomma grocery shopping

Hobi: great I'm in the shopping center too, I came with Jungkook and his Eomma.

Y/n: huh him, I saw him and his Eomma just a few minutes ago but didn't see you?

Hobi: that's because I was saving a spot for them here...

Y/n: here where?

Hobi: turn around..

Hobi leaves the chat

Like life couldn't get any better Hoseok, Jungkook and his Eomma were sitting down two booths away from the table Eomma and I were..
my heart dropped when Jungkook and I made eye contact and immediately looking away annoyed.

Hoseok eventually came my way and stop to bow at Eomma.

"Hi y/n! Hi Mrs Kim, I'm Jung Hoseok y/n's Friend from school nice to meet you."
I knew I'm going to kill Hoseok when I'm alone with him.. he'll catch Jungkook and his Eomma attention.

"You see y/n and you didn't want to come I told you, you'll meet a school friend. Well nice to meet you to young man. I'm glad y/n is finally making friends especially handsome ones like you."

"Mrs Kim I was wondering if perhaps you gave y/n permission to hangout with me?" Hoseok said politely.

Eomma stood up up giving him a warming smile..
"Of course please take her y/n needs to go out more. Y/n be back home by 10 okay."
I glared at Hoseok while he waved Eomma goodbye.

Eventually I see Jungkook's Eomma also start walking away..
"Goodbye Hoseok look after Jungkook okay."
Hoseok bowed and I already thought of a way to kill him just what was he planning to do!

Soon a raspy voice came our way..
"Just what exactly were you thinking Hoseok! You swear I'll would want to hangout with this one. I can't be near her I'm just going to leave have fun with this~"
Before he could even step outsides I pulled his arm force him to face me..

"How dare you! Why are you so mean to me I do nothing to you I don't even like you! Maybe if you treated me like a lady I wouldn't have slapped you that day. You know what, sorry Hoseok I have to go!"
I quickly speed walked wiping the tears already falling down my cold face.

Hoseok pouted and Jungkook stood there bitting his lower lip watching me leave.

Found a bench near the subway ground and sat there not caring if it was wet. Sobbing I tried holding back my tears but I just couldn't. Crying my ass off things couldn't get more worse it started raining again but this time hard at this point I didn't even try to protect myself nor care if I was sitting on a wet bench. Just sat there all soaked crying like no tomorrow.

From a distance looking up I see Jungkook running my direction.
Finally he stood right in front of me letting out a few heavy breaths.
Jungkook aggressively took both of my arms standing me up. Thinking he's probably going to throw me down I squelch my eyes making two fist. Soon he pulls me into his chest with lustered eyes and rapping his arms around me while resting his cheek on my head.
My eyes widen as many thoughts ran through my head. Why is he doing this? He's acting as if I'm his.. for some reason him holding me tight felt good. What's more harder to believe is I felt safe. I thought he hated me why is he holding me like he doesn't want to let me go?
Eventually I just gave up and buried my sobbing face into his wet chest and rapped my arms around his waist.. Jungkook lifted his head and placed his chin on top of my head.

We started getting attention from people passing by because I kept hearing a few gasp at the whole scene while others yelled "young love!"

For some reason I cried to much about him, his words hurt me, the way he treats me breaks my heart every single time as if he's the one I love. Until this whole scene I finally realized why I can't get away from him no matter how much he hurts me, because I care about him...

After a while of that long tight hug he let go still the rain pouring down onto us. His eyes were also red he must of cried in the middle of it..

"I hurt you.."

A/n: woah! Imagine being force to a aggressive hug with Jungkook. So this means all this time they cared about each other but acted stupid. Well hopefully your enjoying the read and find this some how interesting.