Why Do You Hurt Me? (BTSJungkook X Reader)

There You Go Again

It just so happens that when you care deeply about someone, some how something always goes wrong. We all make dumb choices but me on the other hand fall into the same cycle over and over again.
It's not like he's my boyfriend right?

Hoseok and I sat by my usual bench in the morning before class and enjoyed our hot coffee forgetting our busy schedule of midterms and we are not even in college yet. Here in Korea we take our school very seriously. (A/n: I'm not trying to offend anyone. But anyways u may continue)

"So I heard you've been hanging out with Jungkook lately does that mean you guys are good?"

Chuckled finding the words to say.. Hoseok is practically my first good friend and he has trusted me on his personal life. We tell each other most things so I think it's time to confess.

"I mean i guess we are okay, we still have our disagreements. But I'm trying to get him to be more soft you know.."

"Ahh, I really hope you make him better. I've been knowing Jungkook sense I was a kid and he's always had a tough personality but trust me Jungkook is really caring once you get to know him.."  laughed finding that hard to believe

"Hoseok? Can I share something with you and give me some advice? Please don't tell this to anyone even the squad."
Hoseok tilt his head waiting for something good.

"I think I'm starting to like him.. and I know that's crazy because I've always hated his presence and he's hurt me multiple times but there's just something about him that's exciting and mysterious. Please help..am I stupid for crushing on Jungkook?"

**hoseok sighed sipping his coffee**

"Y/n.. are you sure about this feeling? Maybe your confused. Y/n im just scared you getting hurt by him, Jungkook-ah can be a jerk when he's angry. Please think this through y/n I want what's best for you and Jungkook first test your friendship."

"Yeah.. your right Hoseok. The bell will ring no time see you after school!"

Knowing that Hoseok is right most likely I like the idea of Jungkook changing but do I really see myself loving him.. Jungkook has definitely gave me such a hard time sense I can remember. I can't let a little moment of him being better get me more comfortable with my feelings. There's just something about him that draws me back even the way when he gets all touchy when things don't go his way, that drives me nuts.

**time skip**

"Hey Jimin, is that your new girlfriend? Nice to meet you your name?"
The master of flirts got a girlfriend and sense the guys are warming up to me Jimin insisted in me meeting his new girl before I left out with Hoseok.

"Hi I'm Kim Jennie nice to meet you, Y/n right?"
Hoseok eventually appeared arguing with Yoongi but that's the usual.
"Ready!" Hoseok insisted..

While getting near the school exit I saw Jungkook in the corner chatting with some girl. She's pretty not going to lie.. but he didn't look like he was angry at her or treating her like shit as he does with me..

"Come y/n what are you looking at? I'll raise you to the mall!"
"Your on loser! If I win you owe me food! And if you win I'll treat you korean noodles!"
"Deal! In your mark~"

*Jungkook walking our direction with the pretty female*

"Hey! Hoseok, Y/n wait a minute losers!"
Turning back Hoseok and I park the bikes while he got closer and the female shyly looked down.

"Before you two weirdos go, meet my girlfriend Lee Ji-eun.. she's beautiful huh!"
I can tell Hoseok was scared for what I was going to say or my reaction because he backed up closer to me as If he was waiting to catch me..
But that news sure hit me very hard, it's like all the bad things Jungkook and I been throw was were nothing compare to this news. I wasn't sure if to cry, be mad at him or confused.

"Nice to meet you guys, i met Jungkook's other friends but you guys seem more humble. Y/n i heard you and Jungkook hate each other. I hope you guys can get along soon. By the way you can call me IU. If your wondering why that is because one day when I become famous that will be my famous name. Haha anyways see ya later."

Still frozen lost in her beauty, she seemed perfect for Jungkook.. gently, nice body, and doll face. Nothing I can offer him all we have is fights and insults. One thing for sure that hurts the most is I thought Jungkook's suddenly random aggressive affection meant something to him like it did with me.. but all this time someone else stole his heart.

"Y/n I-I think we should start our race. Bye Jungkook-ah also we need to talk later okay."

A/n: damn who knew why Jungkook suddenly got a girlfriend without telling anyone. Unless bts new including your best friend Hoseok hmmm.. stay toon for the next chapter.