Why Do You Hurt Me? (BTSJungkook X Reader)

Your My Everything

"How was the party sweetheart? Man did you dance a lot because your face is red." Completely ignoring my Eomma I went into my room slamming the door and ripping my dress off. I quickly took off my makeup and wiggles myself into some pjs.

Did I mentioned that I even ignored Namjoons and Jin's calls. I didn't know what to think or who to believe. Did I over react? Jungkook was drunk I get that but some how he should have known that wasn't me! How dare IU do that to me and is it considered cheating? Many thoughts ran through my head but all I could think of was how hurt I was the one thing I was afraid of. All I wanted to do is finally be happy with Jungkook and some how something always goes wrong.
Should we even be in a relationship?

**Time skip next day**

"Y/n it's getting late and you haven't gotten out of your room sense last night. What's going on?" Eomma insistes from outside my bedroom. I wanted to talk to her but at the same time I just wanted to be alone and have a breather. I didn't sleep well last night just thinking of Jungkook and what he's feeling at the moment.
I manage to get out of bed and let eomma in my room. Carefully she sat on my bed and wiped the tears from my puffy eyes.

"Did Jungkook do this? Did you guys break up?"
"More like I saw something I wasn't suppose to see now I'm hurt by it.. Eomma can i just stay in and not go to school?"
Eomma looked around deep thinking and finally stood up.

"Okay just this once but you know Hoseok he'll be coming to bug you until you go back to school. Jungkook is sure a tough guy to love."
Slowly she made her way back to the kitchen as I went to wash up.

I settled on the dinning table and messed with the kimchi Eomma prepared for Appa and I not having the appetite to eat.
**incoming call from Hoseok**

Y/n: before you yell at me my heart hurts and I couldn't go to school.

Hoseok: I'm sorry I didn't think that would of happened

Y/n: Jungkook? Why are you using Hoseoks phone?!

Hoseok: I figured you wouldn't answer me if I called you but you would pick up Hoseoks.

Y/n/ oh..

Hoseok: look can we talk about what happen please I want to make it up to you. Y/n your the only girl I ever really cared about I don't want to loose you.

Y/n: Jungkook I-I don't know..

Hoseok: please? I'll come by after school.

Y/n: you little! Fine okay..

**y/n ends the call**

It been a while sense called and I check the time, school had finish almost and hour ago. Perhaps he regretted calling me or perhaps he'll never show. At this point I was past frustrated and wanted to go back to my blue bubble.

**knock knock**

Eomma probably bugging me again.
"Come in.." I yelled out softly from my room
A sad looking bunny came in my room holding flowers and a white bunny stuff animal. Quickly he handed them to me and pouted waiting for me to do something.

"I'm sorry let's talk."
He sat on my bed and stared at me like he hasn't seen me in forever full of lusterless.

"I know I did it again I hurt you, once again hating myself for that but let me tell you what happened that day."  *i sighed*

"That night I was acting stupid I got excited that I was hanging out with friends at a party. Chan and Kai were giving me drink after drink and I didn't stop them.. finally I manage to get away but I couldn't think straight. All I remember was someone pulling me to the coach. When that person started to nibble on my neck for a moment I thought it was you. Finally when you and Hyung's came then I released who the bitch was and it hurt"

Jungkook started to shed a tear and so did I, damn well I can tell he felt just as sorry as I was..

"Please don't drink like that I wanted you to have fun and not be that girlfriend who always wants the guy to her self but I didn't know IU was going to do this.. look at you that damn hickey it reminding me what happened. Seeing you like that made me think you were cheating on me." 
I look down and started to cry some more, Jungkook places his hand under my chin and made me look at me as he wiped my tears with his other hand.

"I was stupid for even drinking so much, if I cheated I would of enjoyed it and I hated ever minute of it I promise. Y/n Please believe me your my everything and i can't bare to see you hurt again."

I guess love is strong and even when going though bad times with that special someone you gotta make time for them and trust that everything will be better. I rapped my arms around Jungkook and he let out a relief that everything will be okay.

A/n: hi guys just one more chapter and you will be done. Pre apologies if you wanted more. I promised myself I was going to make this fanfic good and honestly I'm not sure if I am I hope you still like it.