Why Do You Hurt Me? (BTSJungkook X Reader)

Chances

My stomach flattered every time he did that stupid bunny smile, why was I always drawn to that stupid smile? The way he shows his center teeth and curl up his upper lip causing it to disappear now that's disrespectful. We fought for many reasons but non had a actual good excuse to make each other hurt.
Loving him was like loving a maze, I have to find my way around to his heart and trust me it's not easy.
There's one thing he and I can both agree about ourselves we are both stubborn.
I found myself lost in my world as he rested his arm over my shoulders while watching a scary movie that in reality wasn't really scary. Our relationship was more terrifying if I'm honest. Now and then he held my hand for our date but nothing special.

"After the move let's take a walk?" **he whispered**

It didn't take me long for me to drift away in my own thoughts in the movie. You may say what's bothering me so much but it's my heart that keeps complaining. It's like it knows I'm setting myself for doom. But I really liked him a lot and that's a fact I just have to calm down and try to give him a chance.
Before I knew it the movie was done and Jungkook picked up the trash and threw it away in the nearest trash can on our way out.
Slowly we collided hands once more as we walked out the theaters heading to the city down town.

"What's wrong you seemed distracted while watching the movie?"
"Duh I was watching the movie!" I hissed
"No you weren't! fine why were you so thinky?" He caught me and now comes all the talking.
"I'm scared okay..." he tilt his head wondering my reasons

"why are you scared? is it because of me..?" yup he's correct and I don't know why I can't stop worrying.

"im sorry jungkookie its just when im with you theres either lusterness or hurt."

"oh I see..." before I could speak again he slowly turned me around and smashed his lips against mine causing a passionate kiss. nothing felt more better than his lips against mine it made me forget why im doubting my decision. I should stop worrying and give him the chance to prove himself.

"I've never been to sure about my feelings for you sense back then we became enemies. I loved then and I love you now. I know I was a dumbass for causing you trouble but please y/n let me prove myself to you that ill be a good boyfriend. please give me 2 months and if I fail you and hurt you again I don't deserve you.."

slowly cilidid hands again and continued to walk while I sink in his promises. he had a way with words that sure made me fall for him over and over again.

a/n: okay there will be a few more chapters left before ending this fanfic. I sure complained alot about this fanfic and I really don't understand why this fanfic gave me so much writers block because I love kookie just as much as I love the rest of the boys. but enough with my crisis stay toon because I have a yoongi fanfic coming your way which im already brain storming so I won't struggle. fighting!