My Sweetest Sin

Chapter 22

We pulled up to Kate's late that evening and the minute the kids seen eachother it was the sweetest thing. We stood at Kate's for awhile filling her in just not on the pregnancy I wasn't showing so it was easy to hid. We wanted to tell the kids and Kay and Tom before we told anyone else. We pulled up to the house it was 10 all the kids were passed out in the back, the house was a sight for sore eyes. I unlocked the door as Joe started carrying up the kids laying them in their beds till finally everyone was in their rooms. "Well Bella welcome home""I'm glad to be back""I'm glad your back, now what you say we just say fuck it and head up and relax it's been a long day""sounds perfect."

He grabbed my hand and heading up to the bedroom it felt so nice to be back. He opened the door flicking on the light and tossing his hoodie onto the chair before walking over and putting his hands on my stomach "My Bella is having my baby""I take it your happy""of course" I let out a little giggle, "what you giggling at""you that shit was cute""not as cute as you""oh my god you seriously said that""what too much""just a bit""ok so whatcha wanna do then""you""Bella""whaaaat""now who took it there""ya asked""like can you do that pregnant""emmm yes what you and Katrina never..""I can count the number of times we did on two hands in all the years we were "together" and every time I was drunk or Coke'd out""seriously but you know what I wasn't much better with Austin I was either drunk or so fuckin toasted Till I didn't know which end was up, that's the only way I could even get off, I'd rather fuck a cactus""fuck a cactus really""you legit took rather fuck a cactus from all that""you said fuck in the context of sex my brain just kinda went there""your a mess""I can make you a mess""what the fuck Joe seriously""Yea seriously""weren't you the one just a minute ago worrying if we be able too""well now that I know we can, can we""wasn't I the one who just said it""true". The smile crosses his face and that look appears in his eyes, " Boo why do you have that look in your eyes""emmm what look""the same look you had at the studio that night""ooooh no reason." He quickly grabbed me by the waist and pulled me into his his mouth crushing onto mine, my hands tangle into his hair. His hand run from my waist to my breast and I feel his two fingers being to play with my nipple ring, I couldn't control the moan that fell from my lips. He pulls back long enough to say "it feels so good to have you in my arms again Bella" before his mouth began to start licking and sucking on my neck. My hand finds it's way to the front of his pants and I began to rub, he let out a sharp breath. Suddenly he picks me up and my legs wrap around his waist. He tosses me down onto the bed, "I've got so many weeks to make up for I hope your ready""bring it" and I giggle. That was it, "get these fuckin jeans off" He feverishly tugging at my jeans till finally they slide off and he tosses them to the floor. I grab the front waistband of his jeans pulling him to me and work at button "damn Bella""loose the Jeans Joe", he steps back and they fall to floor showing his now extremely swollen and hard penis straining against his boxer briefs, the sight just made me want him that much more. I pulled up shirt off tossing it to the side, "your so fucking sexy baby" and with that his body is on mine and my Breast is in his mouth as he licks and sucks at them I bit my lip to not moan. "Biting that sweet lip again I see" he leans down kissing me tugged in my lip with his teeth before he kisses me again. I push at the waistband of his boxers in a desperate attempt to get them down I couldn't wait anymore I needed to feel him on me, in me, "Joe please""please what baby""get this fucking things off", "you want me baby""yes...god Joe". He reaches down pushing them off and his hard on springs free, he guides himself in and I breath in sharply trying to adjust to his size. He slide in and out a few times before picking up the pace. I couldn't help the moans that came the faster he went "fuck baby your so tight" I feel the sweat from his forehead drop on me. We couldn't get enough of eachother he keep going for over a hour, the closer he brought me the more I couldn't control myself or my body it was like he had complete control of me and I didn't care. My fingernails drag down his back as his continued thrusts in and out, my legs began to shake and my orgasm slammed into me, my walls closing in on him causing his release. He collapsed on me rolling on his side trying to catch his breath. "Fuckin shit Bella...I missed this, wow". I lean over kissing him quick before sliding out the bed, "baby where are you going""clean up""no come here lay with me I miss holding you" I smiled and slid back into the bed and lay my head on his chest he leans down kissing the top of my head. We laid in eachothers arms till we both fell asleep.

I woke up the next morning and stretched in the bed, I look over to see Joe sleeping peacefully a slight snore coming from him, a smile crosses my lips and I leaned down kissing him gently before sliding out of the bed, my vagina killing me. I showed quick and headed downstairs letting Duke out before starting breakfast. Draven was the first one up and he slid into the chair at the breakfast bar, "Morning buddy boy""morning ReRe""sleep well""yep""ReRe""Yea bud""I'm glad your back""I am too". He jumped from the chair running around the counter hugging me, "I missed you, why did you leave us, do you not like us anymore" that was like a bullet to the heart and a tear slide out. "Buddy Boy no that's no even the case""then why did you leave us""Ok Buddy there was some grown up stuff and I left because I thought that was what was best for you guys and daddy, I always want you guys and daddy happy and I thought that was the only way""ReRe we are happy with you here and so is my dad""I know but it was a grown up stuff""ReRe""yes Bud""can I ask you something""anything,shoot""ReRe can you be our mommy". My jaw hit the floor I was stunned I didn't know how to even answer or how Joe would want me to answer. "Ummm Buddy I don't know how to answer that", I was completely unaware Joe had came down and stood around the corner the the doorway listening to the conversation. "ReRe it's not a hard question""well buddy yes it kinda is" I felt a lump grow in my throat. Joe must have decided to have mercy to me and he walked in hugging Draven before kissing me, "so what we all talking about this morning""I asked ReRe why she couldn't be our mommy we like her more than mommy daddy" we both look at eachother. "Well Buddy it doesn't quite work that way your mom is always going to be your mom""but ReRe takes care of us and plays with us and tucks us into bed at night when you work,mommy doesn't she is always in bed and gramma does it". I was legit heartbroken hearing him say that, "well buddy I care about all three of you so much and It will never change and I'm sure your mommy loves you.""Drav ReRe May not be your mommy but she cares about and..." his hand slides to mine""and what Daddy" he looks over into my eyes not gonna lie I thought I was gonna die looking into them, "you never know what will happen".