My Sweetest Sin

Chapter 1

"Stephi I cant do it, when the fuck am I ever going to need this shit to be a prosecutor" I tossed my MacBook to the side and signed. " Listen you want me to see if Jordan knows"" what the fuck ever I'm fuckin done". " Hold up", a few seconds later Jordan pops up on Skype with Reign and Steph. " Hey baby, Hey Midget"" god J will you not call me that""well then grow and I won't""fuck off, so I'm short leave me alone". He lets out a laugh, "what's up ladies how is my baby tonight"" Blahhh y'all make me sick your so cute""Baby Reign is fuckin toasted on her homework know anything about psychology""ummm no""see I told you Steph"Midget what is wrong you been so off lately""I'm fine J""bullshit tell big brother""big brother really..""Tell him Reign""Just shit with Austin and all the drama with Nova passing.""Austin is a asshole I told you that Midget"" J stop calling me Midget""that's what you are""shut up, and You know why I'm still with him""I do I don't agree with it but I do""J it is what it is.""Baby""Yea bear""why don't you tell her what we did""I don't wanna know what y'all did that's disgusting". "Fuckin Christ really Reign""what""no, now we both know you have had a thing for Jordan's best Friend Joe since you were what 8""Yea so me and like a thousand other girls""but thousands of other girls don't have me""okay what you getting at J""Well basically you need to make sure your lil blond midget ass is online tommorow night with us at 10", "ummm why""because Joe is gonna be messaging you.""Fuck outta J not funny""he is serious Reign""bullshit Steph""I'm serious Midget.""Umm how, why?""Because I told him about you and he said he was curious"" dude seriously I'm not gonna be another groupie fuck""who said groupie fuck do you think I do that to my lil sister""listen to him Reign""Fine""ok well ladies I gotta go hope in the shower, baby I'll call you later""whatever bye J""bye Midget, by Baby""bye". We hung up with Jordan and quickly hopped back on the phone, "what in the serious 7 fucks did you two do""listen we all know Joe had been like you girl crush since you were 8 what's the harm of actually talking to him""the harm is exactly that he was my 8 yr old girl crush and some things are left better there""you maybe right or we maybe right and it will be a good distraction from that piece of crap Austin and stress from School, well that and your other choices of activities.""Steph can we not with that""fine I just think your so much better than that and so does Jordan""that maybe the case but I've lived this lifestyle so long that's all I know""I know"," listen Austin just got home I gotta go""fine god I hate him""I know but you know why I stay""Yea the kids""Yea gotta go""call me later""ok love ya""love ya too bye."

Reign hung up with Steph Just as Austin walked in, "who the fuck were you on the phone with at 11 at night, "Stephanie and Jordan""uhhuh were's my dinner""in the microwave""I dont know why you cant seem to have a fresh meal when I get home, is it to much to ask since your ass stays home all day well I work.""Austin...baby just because Im home doesnt mean I sit home and do nothing I get school all 5 the kids and their activities and been dealing with Nova and her estate and dealing with detectives,""Yea your fuckin sister even after her ass died she is still a problem""Austin...""whatever" he walked out shutting the door to the bedroom leaving me with a tear in my eye. I plugged up my phone and curled up falling asleep fast knowing I had to be back up in a few hours with the kids. I laid there listening to Austin in the living room playing a video game dinking and bitching to his mother on what a horrible person I am. His mother already hating me from when he moved from Florida to New York with me after I got pregnant with our daughter. I wanted to be back home after my grandmother who raised me died, New York was always home, I had my crew who was family and I just couldnt adapt to Florida. So ever since than it has been a hate/hate relationship with Austins mom.

It was 5am when  my alarm on my phone rang, I strech "crrraaappp", I didnt want to be up, I didnt sleep for shit that night. I reach for my phone and turn the alarm off and see a text from Jordan

Jordan: Midget dont forget 10 tonight

thats right I promised them I hope online and talk to Joe, I really dont know why Im even doing this its not like we have shit in common. I got the kids ready and out to school before I had hit the gym and called Steph for our morning call.After I picked the kids up and headed home to wake up the demon that was my husband to get him off to work before I took the three girls to cheer practice all along the thought of what will transpire tonight sitting in the back of my head.