My Sweetest Sin

Chapter 42

I fell apart once we got back to the room. Joe who normally controls his emotions just fell apart. The hospital was on a full lockdown, every floor secured, no one in or out. Police were everywhere, someone has alerted the media and soon the parking lot began to fill up with reporters trying to get the store on Joe Mcintyres missing child. We sat in that room for hours waiting for the detectives to come in and talk to us. All we want was our daughter back safe I dont care who took her, we'll give them whatever they want just give us our Angel back. 

We didnt know that sitting at a little hole in the wall motel not far from the hospital sat Katrina, she was completely unreconizible. Her long blond hair covered with a red wig, eyes changed from her normal green to brown. Everything about her different her nose even covered with a prostetic. Green hospital scrubs covered her normally designer covered body. She  looked over to see the small bundle wrapped in hospital blankets began to cry. Just as the phone began to ring. Frustrated she picks up the phone

"Yeah"

"(Automatic message) You have a prepaid call from a New York correctional facility...Austin press 1 to accept the call"

hands shaking she hit the one and a second later the call connects.

"Did you do it"

"y..yeah"

"anyone see you"

"no they were short staffed and Joey and Reign were having dinner, I was able to walk into the nursery and walk out no one so much has questioned."

"good, where are you"

"a small motel down the road, Austin what am I gonna do with this kid"

"hold tight"

"I cant believe I let you talk me into this, what are we gonna do"

"Were going to kill her Katrina"

"Kill her, you said nothing about hurting the baby."

"What do you think is going to hurt them the most, if there baby was dead. You contacted me in here said you wanted my help to make them pay. You said you do anything to make them suffer now prove it."

"This is too far no"

"What were gonna do is sit tight for the next couple days then once they get home your gonna leave a few notes. Im gonna call you on Friday with the rest plan."

"Austin this is sick I wont do it."

"listen you already are facing kidnap charges, trust me do what I tell you and you'll get off scott free if you dont you will end up in a cell block."

"Austin"

"Do it Katrina!"

The line disconnects. Katrina reaches over to the little bundled up baby, the emotions flooded her, anger, fear, regret everything.

Meanwhile Detectives Finn and Strong walk in. Both having a serious look on their faces and my heart dropped. Joe stood up wiping his eyes,

"Detectives"

"Mr McIntyre, Mrs Mcintyre"

"Angel...Angel did you find her"

"Im sorry no we are doing everything possible to find her. We think it might be a good idea if you both were to go outside and speak to the media."

"I dont know"

"making a public plea gives the public knowledge with your fame people will want to help."

"Alright"

"We will schedule it".

The detectives left, we didnt hear anything for a few hours then detective Finn walks in,

"Alright Joe,Reign lets go."

we headed out the hospital boardroom, we stepped in the room was filled with local media outlets, our attorney was in front speaking with the police chief. I looked up at Joe his face stone as he had to practically hold me up walking to the podium.

The press conferance started a short time later were we both pleaded for her return or info to find her. Against our attorney advise we offered a huge cash reward for anyone who brought her home or supplied the info that leads her to be found. 

The next morning the hospital offically discharged me, never did I ever think I would be leaving the hospital without Angel. I wanted to wake up from this bad dream this couldnt  be happening to us we lost a baby a year ago then lost his mom, what did we do to deserve someone taking our child. I dont know if she is hurt, fed cold if she is even alive. How could anyone do this. When we pulled up home the house was filled with everyone, the house should be filled with then and it should be a joyous time with us bringing her home for the first time instead its a somber. Everyone trying everything in their power to aid the police and help find Angel. The kids were brought to Tom and the rest of the McIntyre's in Boston to get them away from the situation and shield them from the media and anything that they may here. It was also safer because we didnt know if whoever took Angel isnt going to target one of the kids next. We walked in I couldnt think, I couldnt speak I walked passed everyone without a word being said and I climbed the stairs to our room and closed the door. I curled up on the bed and sobbed, why would someone do this. All these thought playedin my head.

It turned dark when I slid of the bed and slowly walked into the bathroom switching on the light. I could here everyone still downstairs still working feverishly on anything that might bring Angel home. I dont really know why I thought of it but I opened the medicine cabinet and just stood staring at it. The a minute later my eyes feel on what I was looking for, my hand shook as I reached in. I felt the cool steel on my hand as I grabbed the straight razor  that Joe used to shave with. I closed the cabinet. I sat staring at it in my hand for a moment and sighed. The tears began to pour again, and I raise the blade to my wrist, I couldnt take it anymore this way Id be with the baby, with Nova with Kay. 

I pressed it into my wrist and dragged it up, I was so numb I didnt feel it. The only think I felt was the blood running down my hand and dripping off into the sink. I walked into the bedroom and sat down on the bed. I pressed the blade to my other wrist and press down dragging the blade up my wrist. At this point I started to feel dizzy from the blood loss when the door opens.

"RE"

Just then Jenny flipped on the light and screamed. Donnie  came running up the stairs.

"Jenny what"

"Re"

tears in her eyes as she stepped the side and Donnie say, the blood pouring from the cuts on my wrist that started to turn the white comforter on the bed  red.

"FUCK RE..RE.DAMN REIGN WAKE UP"

"Donnie"

"Jenny call 911 NOW!!!!".

I heard everything going on but I didnt have the strength to respond. Donnie lifts my body running me down the stairs when everyone seen me panic set in. Joe had left to go get my medication from the Walgreens, he pulled up right after the paramedics and loaded me into the ambulance and started to pull out. He had no idea when he ran into the house that I was in the ambulance and what had just happened.