My parents got a call from the county jail today. Matt passed away in his sleep. Why don't I feel relieved? Why do I feel like I lost somebody close to me?
He kidnapped me. He kept me in a dark fucking basement. I was violated to worst degree because of his choices. But, even after all that, he was my friend. He was the psychotic boy who fell in love with a girl, who he needed to be loved back by.
I couldn't love him back. Not like that. And that was something he could never understand. In a way, he's better off. No more demons in his head. He's free. I hope he passed peacefully.
I start school again tomorrow. Everything is "back to normal". Nothing feels normal anymore. Little things scare me. I'm terrified of new people. I jump when people touch me. This is my new normal.
There's one thing that offers me relief, and that is the voices in my head.
Because one of them, sounds like Matt.
Short chap. But we'll I'm done with this book I think... hope y'all liked it.
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First Glance
HororThey tell me that I am crazy. That I shouldn't be able to be anywhere near her. But they can't tell me what to do. I love you Kasey. I know you need time to find out if you feel the same. But I can't wait. I'm sorry if this hurts you, love.
