Soo..my 2019 starting off on the WRONG fucking foot this year. So much shit is going on and I'm trying to not have an anxiety attack.
First, School. Every since I became a Senior, I've been nothing but stressed the fuck out! I got all these things weighting down on my head; College essays, SAT and ACT, Choosing a college ( I have no idea what college I want to go to ), managing 10 fucking classes, paying for senior pictures ( two hundred and sum dollars- How? 😐 Idk ), paying for Senior Prom ( hundred and sum dollars - might be a dub ) and a bunch of other shit.
Everything is just too much.
Whoever said Senior year was the best year--most definitely lied 😂 cause I'm catching gray hairs.
I took my senior pictures last month on the 17th and when I got them back, I didn't like them---at all. I wasn't actually smiling, my smile was fake as fuck, and I was cramping so my mood was basically fuck these pictures.
I wanna redo them but you gotta pay and thats too much. What got me is, I didn't know I had to pay twice for the pictures 😒. Once for a sitting down picture and another to keep the got damn pictures 😒. They can keep the pictures, the fuck. For two hundred and sum dollars---and I wasn't even trying my best? 😂 Just keep em.
Then I gotta pay for prom thats in like fours month---which is May. I don't know if I wanna go or not..my friends wants me to go and my mom wants me to go. Its crazy cuz my school wants us to pay for the pictures AND prom ticket both this month.
Who has all that money???
Anyway..for college, I wanna major in Business and go to school for Culinary Arts and open my own Bakery Shop.
Yes, honey, I can cook! But I like to bake the most-- I can still cook tho 😂 .
I just don't know what college I wanna do. I was thinking about going to Herkimer Community College for two years for business then transfer to Johnson and Wales University for four years doing Culinary Arts and we'll see what goes on from there 😊 .
#FutureChefandPastryChef ❤😂
And another thing...so I wouldn't be an actual senior if I didn't know how to drive 😏. But I do and my grandpa thought it'd be a good idea to put me in driving school so I can get my license ( I have my permit ) and yadda yadda ...
Which turned out to be a waist of MY time because the drivers ed teacher, he comes to your house, picks you up and you just start driving from there.
Let me tell you...He is the worst driver's ed teacher I've ever known. Please, allow me to tell you why,
First, Whenever Im driving, he's on the phone. He suppose to be watching making sure I don't crash into anything and vice versa. Nigga all in Facebook and shit just Kekeing like 😐 .
Secondly, He'll give you a set date and time of your session with him. He tells you if you can't make it to your set arranged time, call in advance so other people can take your place. Which is understandable. But if your gonna tell people that, make sure YOU stick to your word. Cuz this nigga made two appointments with me and he never showed up, no calls, no texts, no nothing. The one time I don't show up, it's I'm losing money if you don't tell me your doing something. Nigga what??? He ain't even have the audacity to call back and be like sorry I missed your appointment, something came up.
Third, He's never on time. Don't set a time and not be here at this time. If I'm doing something I don't want to do, I become impatient and MIGHT just cancel on you.
Fourth, He never answers his phone. If you missed an appointment with him, he never answers the phone when you trying to set up one. Then you gotta wait until its damn dark outside to call him and set soemthing up. Time has went back, I've been going to bed earlier then I normally do.
And lastly, he stay scheduling my lesson every two weeks. Like I said...waist of time.
I'm suppose to get ten lessons with this dude then I do my road test and get my license. I started this shit back in September LAST YEAR. FUCKING SEPTEMBER bro. Where in JANUARY of 2019, why am I still waisting my time? 😂😂 Ain't no damn way ten lessons take five months. Ridiculous.
If I really cared about doing this shit, I would've ran down on this man's ass but I honestly don't. Nobody in my family wants to teach me how to drive but bet you I'll be the first person they call when they need a ride.
" Tay, can I get ri- "
" Nope! "
" Tay, can you drop me off at- "
" Nada! "
" Tay, I need a ride "
" Que yo no hablo ingles "
Straight dubbing everybody....except for my grandmother cause she the only one who comes from Yonkers to get me.
Everything...and I mean EVERYTHING is just stressing me out!
But I'm gonna get through as long as I walk across the stage with my license, I'm straight 😎.
How y'all 2019 starting off? 👀
I have another story time coming up, soooo stay tuned for that! 😊
