Venomous Love

Chapter 19: The Darkness (Naomi)

I've been in a world of darkness for what felt like ages. I wanted to wake up but something was preventing me. Every time I felt like I would get a massive headache and I would began to feel like sh*t. I have to get out of this, I have to get out...for him.

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I have been left with nothing but my own thoughts. I started thinking about how my life has changed a little ever since I became an..experiment. If this didn't have happened I would have met Venom. I remember seeing his expression when he saw that I wasn't scared of him, how his breath smelled when he got close to my face when I called him a parasite. In all honesty, I kind of liked the smell of it. I just hope I get to smell it again.

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I'm starting to doubt that I'll ever get out. It's been too long in my opinion but I have to be patient. I've never felt so weak before..it's pathetic of me. I can't stop trying, I don't want to be in the darkness any longer!

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I started thinking about a lot of things lately. A lot of them was about what my life will be like if I ever get out. There is one thing that stuck out above all the others and it was how lonely I've been. I always felt lonely around people but...Venom didn't make me feel lonely, after a certain period of time of course. Sure he was a bit much from time to time but I guess that's what I like about him. What I really like most about him is when he would step in to help me when I was in danger. I always got a chance to watch his muscular body.

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Wait a second..do I..love him?

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I started thinking about it more and more and I can't deny it, I'm in love with a symbiote. How the hell is that going to work out since he can't be like that all the time? Why should I care anyway, it's not like he's able to feel the same way. But then again, it would be nice and I wouldn't have to be lonely anymore.

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I suddenly feel really weak...I don't think I can keep trying anymore. Maybe if I try one more time..I can get out..I can see him again.