The plane landed 10 minutes ago in California and on the plane I sat next to Taylor. Aaron was sitting next to Shawn. I’m still not staying in the hotel the entire week I need a break, not from Aaron but from everyone else. Aaron is the only one who knows that I’m not staying at the hotel. Well him and Bart. Aaron is also the one who reminds me to put my rubber bands on my braces because he had to keep is on longer because he forgot a lot. We were waiting for our bags. Aaron and I low key tried to hold hands. Key word is tried. I was looking around for Connor and JC. They said that they were here. My vision suddenly went dark and there were hands over my eyes.
“What the…” I turned around to see Connor behind me.
“Con!” I gave him a big hug.
“Hey Jor, how was your flight?” Connor asked after releasing me from our hug.
“Could have been better. Where’s JC?” I asked noticing that he was missing.
“In the car waiting; he saw a Taco Bell on the way over here so if we don’t hurry up he’ll leave without us.” Connor joked. I went over with everyone else and grabbed my bags. I waved bye to everyone before following Connor out. We had a mini conversation while we put my stuff in the trunk until I heard my name being called. I looked to see Aaron running towards us. When he caught up Connor went to the front seat so Aaron and I could be alone.
“You forgot something.” Aaron said panting.
“What did I forget?” I pat my pockets to feel if anything fell out.
“This.” Aaron leaned down and kissed me. When we pulled apart I couldn’t help but blush. Aaron opened the car door for me.
“Call me when you get to the hotel.” I said before getting into the car door. I waved bye to Aaron after putting my seatbelt on.
“Hey JJ.” JC said from the driver seat.
“Hey JC.” I looked in the rearview mirror and saw Connor with a weird look on his face.
“Wipe that perverted smirk off your face Franta.” I thumped Connor on the back of the head.
“Jordan and Aaron sitting in a tree k-i-s-s-i-n-g. First comes love. Then come marriage. Then comes a baby in a baby carriage.” Connor and JC sang in unison.
“Oh my God.” I groaned. I smirked before looking at JC. “Oh wow, this week went by so fast. I mean it’s already Thursday.”
“Haha joke’s on you; I already have a video planned. I just needed you here.”
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After lunch we were hanging out at the house.
“Well I’m going to film a video, see you later.” I said getting up stretching. JC got up after me and followed me up stairs. JC was the only one who knew what my video was about. He was also the one that knew that this is my last video. I guess he wanted to be there for support but I didn’t know why he brought his tripod and camera; I have mine here with me.
“What are you doing?” I asked as he positioned the camera at me.
“I’m filming my O2L video.” He said while adjusting the camera.
“While I’m filming my video?”
“I won’t say a word, I promise.” I shook my head and opened my laptop and phone before pressing record.
“Hey guys, Jordan here. This is officially my last YouTube video ever. I decided to make a hate comment video so here we go.” I looked at JC before picking up my phone and going on twitter.
“So I am going to read about four comments per social media. I’m going on Twitter, Vine, YouTube, and Instagram in that order.” I took a deep breath before beginning.
“‘Shut the fuck up you irrelevant cunt.’ How the fuck can a person be a irrelevant cunt? ‘Jordan Mendes looks all sweet and innocent but she was fucking Nash, Taylor, AND Matt the whole time.’ I feel like this is more than 144 characters.”
“‘Jordan Mendes? More like Whoredan Mendes. Am I right ladies?’ This isn’t tumblr, you can’t end with ‘Am I right ladies’, but kudos on the wordplay with my name.”
“‘Can we sacrifice Jordan to God for being a slut?’ If I’m slut why not sacrifice me to Satan, God doesn’t want me.” I know I made it seem like I didn’t care but I did. It hurt me a lot. It brought urges of cutting and crying.
“That’s enough of twitter so let’s go on Vine. ‘What the fuck is up with this wannabe viner? Da fuq? Can you not?’ Can you not? I’m not a ‘wanna-be-viner’ or a viner for that matter. I’m just a girl with a vine account.”
“‘Why is Shawn kissing that slut? You have no idea where she has been. They should break up.’ If you haven’t figured out by now, Shawn and I are twins. I know it looks like I’m a slut but I’m not one. Plus he only kissed my cheek it’s not weird, now if he kissed me on the lips that would be borderline incest.”
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I was on the last hate message and I had to stop filming a couple of time so I didn’t start cying. “‘Just go kill yourself you slutty ass bitch. Literally nobody would care. All those viners and youtubers that are your friends are pretended. Honestly you’re more hated than Taylor Swift, Madison Bear, and Hitler combined. Seriously kill yourself. I don’t know why the boys thought you were pretty/ beautiful enough to date. I have a feeling that you are too stupid to know how to kill yourself, let me help you.
1. Slice your wrist so deep where it cuts a major vain. If you cut long ways it makes it harder to stich up.
2. Overdoes.
3. Hang yourself.
4. Shoot yourself.
5. Starve.
6. Jump off a bridge.’” That one hit me hard. I didn’t know how to respond. I looked at myself in the camera’s screen and I look like a fish out of water. My breathing quickened and I tried to hold back tears.
“Jordan, come here.” I heard JC call me over to where he was standing. I shook my head no and tried to swallow but there was a lump in my throat. Tears were prickling the back of my eyes and I felt like throwing up. I stood up and started walking towards JC, who has his arms wide open like he was expecting me to come eventually. I wrapped my arms around him and buried my head in his chest and cried.
“See this is what affect that your words have on a person. Don’t spread hate, spread positivity. The only thing you cause is pain and maybe even a death. People like us are on YouTube or vine or tumblr or whatever to make you guys happy. We take the time out of our busy live to sit in front of a camera or be on stage for you guys. A lot of you are very supportive but there are some fake fans out there ruin everyone’s fun. Now I’m not telling you to send hate to the people sending hate because they’re getting the attention they want. Just report their ass and be done with it. The same things go for fan accounts. For some odd reason you guys hate on fan accounts and you forget that everyone here is just a normal person like you we just differences. I have to go but I’ll see you guy next Thursday.” JC turned off the camera and hugged me.
“You okay Princess?” JC asked rubbing my back.
“I’ll be okay. I’ll just finish, edit, and post the video.”
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FanfictionTwins are supposed to be a blessing. You try for one and get two. You love them equally. What if one twin out shines the other? Jordan feels like she is the unwanted twin and that everyone favors her brother Shawn over her. Nobody notices her or not...
