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Moon Taeil (NCT) imagine 1

"i love you..."

These were the words which just escaped my mouth without even thinking when i was with Taeil walking through a park. It was one of the days we decided to meet up after his practice late in night. It was the only possibility seeing him.

We were at a cafe and got our drinks after we just walked around the nearest park and talked about many things which were on our minds. But of course my whole excistence of stupidness had to ruin this beautiful moment with these 3 words.

I

Love

You

I really didnt know why i said it out loud but it was true. I would lie if i said it was wrong. I loved him for so long now. And i was tired of keeping it as a secret and seeing him every other day. It was just so depressing.

But now as i said these words i wished nothing more than just turn back time and never say anything about it.

Why?

Because of his reaction.

There was always a very very small part of me which had hope. Hope that he might feel the same. Be together with me. And that we are such a cute af couple.

But the rest of me always said i had no chance with him. Never. He was way too good for me. Too handsome. Too famous. Too nice. I always thought i wouldnt deserve him.

And i was so right.

When i told him, he didnt moved at all. He didnt said anything at first. Just gulped and parted his mouth with a loss of words.

"im sorry." i immediately said and he finally looked me into the eyes. He was obviously shocked. But what made me even more sad now is that there was also a glint of sadness and pity in his eyes.

And that was when i knew we wouldnt end up being married and having kids together in the future. I saw myself visiting him and his wife and kids and not being the one being together with him like that.

"no... Dont be sorry. Its just..." he started and looked away again. "its just... That i see you as a...as a sister. Im sorry really. I just... Dont feel the same." he siad and it felt like a stab into my heart.

It hurt.

A lot.

But it was fine.

I understood him.

I nodded obviously disappointed but trying to smile... But failed at doing so.

" its fine... Really. Dont be sorry for anything. These are my stupid feelings i cant contol." i told him bittersweet and he sighted.

"Y/N... Your feelings are not stupid. I just think that... That you deserve a way better person than i am. I will always be your best friend and never leave you, believe me." he siad as he hugged me with his warm body. But these words were left in my mind even days after.

Best friend.

Sister.

I tried to smile again.

" dont worry. I know you will always be with me. And im thankful for that. I... I always knew that i wouldnt even have a single chance at you."

He shook his head. "no you are the most wonderful and precious person i know so dont think like that."

I smiled.

This time honestly.

He was too nice.

I muttered a quiet "thanks" to him.

"you know... But there is someone i know who is quiet interested in you for a long time now. You should talk to him. Hes always so nervous when u talk to him or when you are around." he suddenly said and i looked up to him.

"who would be interested in ME?! Your dog? I would be fine with that though. Im probably gonna end alone so..."

Taeil laughed and shook his head again. "no its not my dog, pabo. I shouldnt have said this all though. Hes going to kill me if he founds out."

My ears listened very well at this moment. Was there really someone interested in ME? I mean ME?!

"who is it? Please tell me...pleeaseee." i tried to do my best aegyo, even though i was still very sad and depressed because of the fact that i just got rejected from my crush.

He sighted and growned. "ahh... Well... Okay but dont tell him i told you, okay?" he asked me and i nodded.

"its... Jaehyun."

So it was...

Jaehyun.

OOkay so Taeil is a ehole akward cute baby dont hurt him everrr😂♥️

Also hes so underapreciated so GO STAN HIM

...thanks😂