When i heared that mashiho finally arrived at his dorm in japan again, i immediately made my way to him without thinking much. It was 2 am in the morning but i couldnt sleep since my boyfriend would come home finally from his three month stay in south korea because of the reality show yg had named 'yg treasure box'. It hurt me to let him go but i wanted him to take the chance and fullfil his dream of becoming an idol.
I knew exactly how much he trained over these past 5 years and i knew exactly that he was so desperate to make a change in life. I watched every single one of the shows and i was like a little 12 year old fangirl everytime mashiho was showed.
He captured so many hearts and got such a great support from everyone with his lovely personality and his adorable but handsome looks. I was just overly proud of him.
I begged every night that he might be one of the members who are able to debut. My thoughts were always with him and i called him every night in these three months to encourage him not to give up through this long and hard journey. But it didnt work out for him. Not this time.
I was honestly so pissed when he told me, he wouldnt debut. When he told me, yg decided other members instead of him. I couldnt feel his sadness and his disappointment but i never ever was pissed or disappointed at him. And i would never be. Just because of one decision from one person, his chance which was sooo close got shattered on the ground just like small pieces of glass broken on the floor.
I wanted to hug him, kiss him, pet him and tell him everything would be alright. Yg may not let him debut and fullfil his dreams since he was small but they also lost a real gem. A real treasure, loved and adored by everyone and me. He will always be my treasure no matter what.
Thats why i am on my way to their dorm right now even though it was 2 am in the morning and most of the asian population probably sleep. And no 10 minutes later, i stood infront of their dorm and knocked on the door. A tired looking asahi opened the door and greeted me with a small smile. "hes in his room." he told me and patted my shoulder softly. I nodded and thanked him before heading to his room and knocking softly onto the door.
After i heard his precious voice allowing me to go in, i entered and my eyes immediately fell onto this beautiful man infront of me. He was sitting on his bed and looked very tired with his messy hair. When he saw me, his face lit up in a split second and he came fastly to pull me into his arms and hug me tightly. My head was hidden into the crotch of his neck and his hands traced every inch of my back. His significant scent hang in the air and i breathed it in like a drug. It was truly addicting.
I felt so much like home and couldnt wish for more in the moment. He was everything i ever needed. "y/n" he murmured in my hoodie and placed small little kissed onto my head, my neck and my face. I couldnt help but giggle at this cute action. "mashiho" i sighted just as happy as he and he pulled me onto his bed, still his arms around me, anxious he might lose me if he let go.
I looked at every detail in his face and my smuke grew bigger. "i missed you so much." i told him my thoughts amd he nodded, taking my hands to lay them against his cheeks. A smile plastered on his lips. "i missed you way more" he answered but i just shook my head giggling.
His smile though looked a bit sad still and i knew exactly what was wrong. I got closer to his face, still with my hands on his cheeks and plastered a small soft kiss onto his lips. How i missed being able to do this in person again and not through a dumb screen while face timing.
"hiw you feeling, baby?" i asked him carefully and carefully patted his soft cheeks. He sighted and looked onto his blanket. "still the same... I am just disappointment in myself." he admitted and avoided looking into my eyes. A sudden rush of sadness overrolled me and i just wanted to cry for him. He didnt deserved all of this.
"mashiho... Look at me." i told him with a doft voice and his eyes met mine again. The dark brown in them just drove me closer to him. They were so deep and so full of emotions.
"please dont think of yourself like that. I am so proud of you no matter what. You did everything just perfectly and i honestly dont understand why yg didnt take you. He just sucks honestly, right? But PLEASE... Dont ever think you did badly. You are one of the talented, most handsome, adorable and most hardworking people ive ever seen in my life. And im not just saying that because i am your girlfriend. Im saying the truth and soo many people see the same in you and will keep supporting you. So never give up okay? You will always be my star and treasure." i told him everything that was in my heart.
I could see that he was fighting back his tears but after a while just let his tears silently drop. I couldnt help but also cry at seeing him so down and sad. I just wanted him to be the happiest person on earth and never being hurt. Never ever. I hugged him again and stroked the back of his head calmingly. A few sobs filled the quiet room and it broke my heart into million pieces.
"i love you so much." he sobbed quietly and looked at me with his teary eyes. I smiled and kissed him once again.
"i love you too."
Im so sad mashiho couldnt debut like i was actually gonna cry about it😭😭😭He deserves so much more our little baby♥️♥️♥️
Yg literally sucks... Just to say that
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