Lonely lovers (Antisepticeye x Reader)

World without you

I sit up and look around my room. I realize im naked under my blankets and i stare at my wall confused for a moment until the memories of yesterday start rushing to my head, i look next to me to see Jack is no longer there. I sigh, "don't be disappointed Y/n.... this is how one night stands are supposed to be" i say to myself with a sigh i get dressed in some comfy pj's and pick my clothes up from off the floor before throwing them into the dirty laundry basket. I make myself a cup of coffee and sit down on my bed, getting ready to play a video game when i notice a little sticky note on my tv.

I walk up and grab it to see its from Jack

"Morning beautiful, sorry you didn't wake up with me, i had some videos i needed to make for my editor so he had some extra videos incase i want to stay a couple extra nights ;) but please feel free to text me if you'd like, i really enjoyed every moment we spent together call me some time? <3"

I smile and grab my phone which was plugged into the charge cable. I smile and text Jack

Me: Hey, dont mean to bother you, i really enjoyed yesterday, how about another coffee some time?

I placed my phone down hoping he'd reply soon but he doesnt which is understandable, he might be making a video. I decided to look through social media to see someone tagged me in a photo. I turn on youtube so it can play in the background as i look at the photo captioned "look at her! She's a nobody! He deserves better than her!" Its a picture of me and Jack walking holding hands as we smile and talk. Most of the comments were agreeing with the person who posted the photo. I even had a lot of requested DM's from people due to the photo, i looked to see who else was tagged, an account by the name of Jacksepticeye, i look at the account to see its Jack's account for his youtube channel i follow his account and scroll through my requested DM's

"Kill yourself you slut"

"You'll never be good enough for him!"

"You realize he'll never love a girl like you"

"Hey i know who you are, you're that awesome game designer and i want to say you and Jacksepticeye are perfect together"

"Kill yourself"

"You're a whore"

"I see you just want to get into any guys pants you slut"

I dont answer any of them why should i, it will only cause me more problems, instead i merely post a picture of me watching youtube with the caption, "an amazing morning for an amazing day" i have a soft smile but honestly i feel extremely insecure at the moment but i dont let it show.

My head is blurry as i sit up and rub my eyes. I hear my text notifications go off on my phone and i slowly grab it as i wake up. I look to see a text from a girl named "🖤🖤New Toy😍😍👅😩" In my phone

I almost vomit knowing whoever this girl is, Anti must have met her, i look through the texts but there aren't many

Anti: this isn't a fake number right?

Girl: nope i'm not that mean!

Anti: good!

Anti: Meet me at Jamie's Cafe?

Girl: Sure I'll be there soon😄

And then a final text from today

Girl: Hey, dont mean to bother you, i really enjoyed yesterday, how about another coffee some time?

I don't answer, Anti could get pissed at me for even looking at it so i write a note on my hand for him so he knows she texted him.

I then see she followed me on Instagram. I look to realize she's the famous faceless game designer who built some of my favorite games all on her own, "you lucky bastard!" I curse to myself i notice her and i were both tagged in a photo we were walking with smiles on our faces holding hands as we walked side by side, there were more photos, us at a coffee shop, more of us walking around and lastly us walking out of town as it was getting dark.