junky || Ciaran McDonald

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I sat there in utter disbelief as I read the message over and over agin off of my phone. It didn't even seem real.

Ciarán: Cleo, I'm so sorry

Ciarán: I've made a huge mistake and I hope you'll forgive me

Ciarán: I don't know what went through my mind. I'm so stupid. I cheated and I feel so much regret for not telling you sooner and doing it.

Ciarán: Please forgive me you're the only person I've ever truly loved.

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If he truly loved me he wouldn't have done that. I wanted to cry, but it wasn't worth it. Kendall had come over to get me for a party and I didn't need, nor did I want to, cry. This bitch cheats on me and I'm not going to let him know he's hurt me. Instead I'm going to do the classic Cleo way of solving things, pettiness. The party was more a gathering of 20 people at someones pool and Kendall happened to be on the list of invites. 

I searched through my bathing suits until I found the one. Sym the label, they provide great butt. I chose the red bikini and threw it in a bag as Kendall just looked at me worried. 

"Are you sure you don't want to talk, we can skip the party." She said she was bitting her nails, and she generally cared about my well being.

"Nope! We're going. Now." Without anything Kendall led me out of Emma's apartment to the ride waiting for us. Inside was a driver and Gigi. As soon as I sat down Gigi started doing the basic questions you ask someone who just got cheated on. These started annoying me, fast. I told everyone to shut up, and soon we arrived at the party. I rushed out of the car to find a bathroom and change into the bikini. 

I threw the rest of my clothes in my bag, I looked in the mirror, and admired my body. I opened up instagram and went to stories. I took a mirror selfie and posted it. I also blocked Ciarán while I was at it. Not just on instagram, on everything. I grabbed my bag and stepped across the cold tiled floor, when Kendall and Gigi stopped me. 

"We just really want to make sure you're okay." Gigi said looking nervous that I would yell at her again. 

"Don't worry!" I said with a smile, my strange change in demeanor put a scared expression on their faces. "I have a plan to get back at that loser." My idea was in a full fledged mode, I only needed one thing. We were standing in the kitchen and I looked out to the pool of the strangers home. 

"Cleo, please don't be stupid and destroy your career."

"Don't worry about me!"

"Can you at least tell us?" I shook my head as I handed Gigi my phone.

"But can you take a video of me?" She nodded and opened instagram. She started filming and I started talking. "Getting ready for New York Fashion Week like," I then started doing my over dramatic catwalk out the door. I turned around back to the camera as soon as I knew I had the attention of people. "Don't worry, I'm just super happy cause I cut off the toxic people." With that Gigi ended the video and posted it for me.

"What the fuck was that Cleo?" Gigi asked with a laugh. 

I chuckled as I replied, "part of the plan." I said with a smile. Suddenly I felt a tap on my shoulder as finished talking. I turned around and was faced with Rich Brian, who happened to be one of my favorite rappers.