Dramonie - Love don't cost a thing-

just my luck

Chapter three.

-Hermione-     -Edited- 

Draco had text me so much information, it was like a letter, i had responded to him, but i hadn't said what i really wanted to say, which was that i want to be with him. There is a strong pull, leading me towards him, something that i am fighting so hard to stay away from him, or think about him, but certain things can trigger off a thought of him. Is it normal to be overcome with strong feelings for a person just like that, or is it that i have always in some way had feelings for him all along? 

I hear Ron come home, i quickly delete the message from Draco, and change his name in my phone to a girls name, and i hide my phone. A sudden chill hits me, and i know nothing good was going to come from Ron being not only embarrassed but humiliated, since Fred's death he has become angry easily a lot, it's why i lock my door, for some strange reason i don't trust him anymore, and i don't want him near me. Just something is not right about him, he acts all calm around me when others are around us but behind closed doors he can become cold, or harsh, snap over nothing which makes me cautious of what i do and say.

I hear his foot steps going up the stairs, each step he takes makes me shiver so much, i begin to feel nauseous the closer he gets, my body is frozen to the spot, i shiver in fear, i don't like where this is going, not one bit. I know he will be angry for me making out with Draco at the shop, it did not impress him one bit and i know that i maybe paying for it.  The mistake he will say i have made, which in my eyes was not a mistake but a step forward in my future without Ron if he would just allow me to walk away. What am i going to do, to divert his attention?  I hear him stop outside my door, he then knocks on my door, i ignore it.

"Hermione i know your awake, let me in. We need to talk." He sounds very calm, but isn't that what happens before the storm hits?

"I am trying to sleep Ron, leave me alone." I say, i start trembling. Why does everyone in the house have to be out right now? I feel really uneasy about this, but surely he isn't stupid enough to hurt me, is he? Usually he hits me with words that hurt me, that put me down, that make me feel as if i am ugly fat and alone. Oh he makes sure to make me feel insecure about myself, makes sure that i isolate myself from the others, if he had his way he would lock me away so no one would ever lay their eyes on e again, it would make his life a whole lot easier, but lucky for me that will not be happening in this situation.

"Please, i just think we need to sort this out." I sigh, walking to the door against my bodies wishes, it is screaming at me to stay and not let him in. I open the door and he stands there leaning against my door, he smirks when i open the door. It's like he knew exactly what i was going to do, like he knew i would open the door, i can't help it it's like second nature for me to do what he wants. The thing is my body and brain have not fully adapted to the new him, the dangerous him, the person he has become i am surprised no one else has noticed.

"What do you want to talk about Ron?" I ask, he immediately pushes me into my room, and slams the door shut, he locks my door, and makes it so that no one can hear us.

"Do you really think that i am going to let things end this way?"Ron asks me crazy, his whole demeanor has changed, he has changed into a person who is desperate, not the nice kind of desperate but the kind where you fear for your life crazy.

"What?" I ask cautiously. There i no way i can say the wrong thing, i don't know why but i really feel like i am in some serious danger, my instincts are jumping in.  Why couldn't they have sooner? Well they did, i remember i was just dumb and ignored them and allowed him access to my room and to me, now i am just a sitting duck waiting for the bomb to go off.