Dramonie - Love don't cost a thing-

Hogworts

-Hermione-   -Edited-

Morning had been awkward with Draco and I, we still couldn't see eye to eye so i left early to catch the train, i just couldn't handle the way it was now between the two of us, i could feel it and i know that he can as well there is sexual tension between the two of us, a feeling we never dreamt we would ever have towards each other. After a good night sleep, that's sarcasm right there it was more like the entire night i was tossing and turning the entire night trying to figure out what went wrong. I came up with nothing.

When i got on the train i made sure to sit with people that did not know me so that i did not have to converse with anyone, i kept to myself and read a book, what else could i do?  It's not right for a girl to throw herself at someone, that will make her look desperate and I am not desperate at all.  There are ways to make people interested in you and sometimes a little space can make the heart grow fonder, well here is hoping. As soon as the train stopped and i reached the destination again i felt like i had made the wrong decision coming back, i don't know if others feel this way, i just know that i do. 

Being back here at Hogwarts's is weird, there is a weird eerie sound when you walk through the corridors; the sound wasn't here before the war. Yes, everything has been built back to what it was before the war, but images are still in my head, on where each dead body lay, and the smells are still there in my mind it's almost like i can smell it, i cant help it.

"Hermione, follow me."Professor MC Gonagal said. I followed her up the spiral staircase to the head masters room, which used to be Dumbledore's, but now is Professor MC Gonagal, i like her as much as i liked Dumbledore, plus she was my house leader so what's not to like about her.

She smiles warmly at me, a little too warm for my liking usually when someone does that they expect something from you and will i like this something, well i don't know. I smile weakly as I take the seat she points to,I hear the door creak behind me,i refuse to look around in fact i don't even know why i have been called here and i kind of don't want to know all i want to do is just go to my room and relax, be alone. I hear a person enter the room, that same someone walking in towards me, I finally decide to turn around to see who it is; it's Draco. What's he here for?

"You wanted to see me Professor MC Gonagal?" Draco asks innocently, and i notice that he still is avoiding eye contact with me. I blush at him,remembering how close we had been the night before ,I shrug it of I can't continue down this path being infatuated with someone who clearly doesn't have the same feelings for me as i do to him, he shot me down; besides I have no time for boys.

"Yes i did please take a seat. Actually I have some great news for the both of you and i thought it be fitting if i told you two privately. We have taken a vote us teachers, majority has agreed that Hermione is head girl, and Draco head boy." She looks at us expectantly. If she thought she was going to get a hard out excitement from me then she had another thing coming, i am far from pleased, how am i supposed to avoid people when she basically put me into a job where i need to be in charge of students, this is not what i planed.

"There must be some mistake,I can't be head boy,that will only cause problems,and I don't deserve it,that role is a privilege to have and i don't think that i am a suitable candidate." Draco immediately starts arguing. I just sit there quietly i know that if i argue her then she will list the facts and in the end i will just accept it so why waste important time doing that.

"Enough Draco. I am well aware of all the things you have or haven't done. I have also been watching you before you came back here and i feel that  your ready fora challenge and a  change. You not staying in your house will help i feel a lot in finding yourself this year, and with Hermione she is the best person to help you do that." Professor MC Gonagal said. Seriously now she is treating me like i should take on another person as well as myself, i slump down in my chair, why did i think about coming here in the first place, it is so unfair.