Harley and joker

Back story part 5

"She's not riding in the car with you anymore, she's not sleeping in a room with you anymore, she's not gonna be around you anymore whatsoever. You can bet on that shit" bloo told Nafla grabbing you and bringing taking you away to his car, shoving you inside. You sat in there feeling shamed and humiliated, Andy, west, and loopy not even looking at you as bloo continued to yell at you when he got in.

"Is flojee not a fucking eye opener for you? Are you not seeing what you're getting yourself into or you just don't give a fuck? Flojee was just like you but look at her now. She's bitter, angry, and turning to alcohol to numb her fucking pain that he's caused her! And you know what's worse? You're gonna be her replacement soon" he said to you infuriated

The car was so silent you could hear noises you didn't even know the car made. You could hear every little movement of everyone's body and it didn't help you, if anything it made your anxiety and thoughts worse than it should be. The thoughts in your mind overloading your senses.

"And the fact that you lied and said you had no feelings for him yet you ran and did this shit really pisses me further. I hate people who lie, it's not hard to just tell the fucking truth! I should have known when your fucking friends told me about it that it was true" he said to you

Every word bloo said hurt you. You wanted to sob the more he talked but you held it in and wouldn't let it out. But you had to give him his props for being right because every word he spat was true. How could you be so stupid? And as much as you convinced yourself you didn't want nafla how could you do this? It's not like you couldn't push him away. Maybe deep down inside you did want him but you were just scared to act on it. You were so confused when it came to Nafla. It was a push and pull when it came to him.

"My last advice to you is to get away from him while you can" bloo said. You didn't respond, you just kept your head down while a fresh set of tears started rolling down your face.

You guys finally arrived at school although you were late. You didn't even bother walking with them and just went off to your class quickly. You needed to get away from them for just a moment and let out the deep breath that you were holding in for what felt like eternity.

"What have I gotten myself into?" You whispered to yourself

The school day went by like a blur and you barely remembered anything from any classes that you were in. Even during p.e you barely put in any participation and didn't have the energy to do anything although you still tried. It was like you tuned out the world that day and didn't wanna deal with anything or anyone. You didn't even eat lunch with your friends that day or mkit rain. You just stayed by yourself.

The only time you went with mkit rain was when it was time to go home and you were in the car again.

"So Owen is coming to stay or is he visiting?" West asked loopy in curiosity

"Nah he's coming to stay. He's leaving New Jersey" loopy said to him

"Man it's gonna feel so good to have our bro with us! I missed him" Andy said with a bright smile

"Y/n did you get to meet Owen?" Loopy asked you

"Yeah just once" you said blandly while playing on your phone

"Yeah the night you came he had to leave for his flight earlier that morning" West said

"Owen is an asshole at times but he's really sweet to people he likes and cares about" Andy told you

"At times?" Bloo said with a raised eyebrow.

"Well maybe often..." west said

they all chatted about Owen while you sat quietly in the back listening to them in curiosity while focused on your phone, playing a game that you were slowly losing interest in. You were engrossed in meeting him again now that you heard about him. The most you and Owen even spoke to each other was "hi"

"So anyway, when does he fly in?" Andy asked

"Tomorrow" Loopy said

"I'm glad he's coming back" bloo said stopping the car once you all got to the house

"Aight let's go get dressed and do our "runs". We're behind on them so we're gonna have to suck it up and work late tonight" loopy told them

"Last time we did this shit at night we almost got killed" west told him

"We've almost got killed in broad daylight too now let's go, just like they got guns we got guns" loopy retorted. Their "runs" was slang for when they went out to deal their dope around south Pasadena. Every time they went out you prayed to god that they'd come back with not a hair on their head harmed.

Sometimes you'd hear gunshots or the police and you would be on edge every time thinking it was them. You really started to care about them very much and didn't want them to slip away from you.

"Is nafla coming?" Andy asked

"Nah he's not behind on his shit, it's us that's slacking" bloo told him as you all got out. You immediately took a quick shower and changed into comfortable clothes when you came into the house. After that you sat down and watched tv while eating chips, sighing as you finally got to relax. The chaos of the day replayed in your head as you thought about what you should do to solve what was happening.

"Ay, try and stay out of nafla's way until I get back" Bloo said as everyone was leaving out to go do their work

"K" you said lowly avoiding eye contact with him. You knew Nafla was home but more than likely he was occupied with flojee. It seemed like the only time you guys saw him was when he came down for food or to go do his "runs" with the rest of the crew, or go to school. She was trying to keep him completely isolated and suck up all his attention. The only time you all got to spend time with him is when she wasn't there.

"Oh you're here" you heard from behind you. Your attention turned to flojee, the girl holding her head as she drunk lemon water. You didn't reply to her but instead just turned back to the tv in front of you. You could tell she was recovering from a hangover and probably was about to start talking shit or be in a bitchy mood.

"Can you turn that off? I need to talk to you" she said coming to sit on the couch next to you. You switched the tv off and looked at her, a small sigh coming from you. Your prediction was correct.

"From day one we haven't liked each other. I was a bitch but only because I have to be one and trust me when I say if you were in my shoes you'd do the same thing" she said

"Mhm" you replied listening

"The things nafla has put me through...he owes me his love back, he owes me every bit of him back. I'm not gonna just leave after all I've been through with him and I'm certainly not gonna let some girl that came out of left field ruin me and nafla being together so my advice to you is to back off and leave him alone because if you don't I will make sure I do everything in my power to keep you away from him. Don't take it personal" she told you before getting up and walking away, going back to her and nafla's room

You watched her with your eyes as she left out, your eyes looking down after. If she felt that way she should take it up with Nafla. What was she gonna do run off every girl that stepped foot after him? He doesn't even love her anymore. Yes he put her through a lot but she should let go instead of trying to hold onto something that's not there.

You sighed and stood up holding your head. The room felt way too stuffy for you, too much tension was in the atmosphere. With no hesitation you picked up your phone dialing a number. Your hand shook as your finger hovered over it, your breathing getting more and more shaky. You didn't know if he would answer but you called him anyway

When you heard his voice answer the call you automatically knew it was him and smiled.

"Hey can you come pick me up?"