Hope Will Find Its Way to You

Chapter 6: Sinful indulgence

Sinful Indulgence

The dim light of dawn shined through the small window while soft breaths resounded within the room.

Hinata felt a slight shiver in his sleep, so he leaned closer to the warmth radiating from the body lying next to him and breathed softly against the back of a long, smooth neck. Another shiver propped Hinata to hold onto the warmth of the body pressed against him.

So warm...

Gradually rising to awareness, Hinata had barely opened his tired eyes before his view clouded into a blurry vision. He knew he drank too much the previous night and his emotions had been in so much turmoil that it was enough to give him a slight headache. His thoughts then wandered, did he pass out in bed after drinking? He was too tired to bother.

What time was it anyway? He knew he didn't get enough and he just wanted to fall back to sleep, just a little bit more, before his parents woke him up.

But something felt off that it made Hinata's brows furrow in his sleep.

Opening his eyes once again, with his vision still a bit blurry from sleep. His eyes landed on the smooth and pale skin. Trying to make sense of where he was, he closed his eyes once more and wondered if he was dreaming of Komaeda again.

Komaeda...

Hinata involuntarily pulled that body closer to himself and breathed in the scent. He heard soft breaths from the figure lying next to him and smiled. This was a really beautiful dream.

Wait... Was it ...a dream?

The clock ticked away through the silence. With every tick, Hinata's eyes opened proportionally to a shocked expression as he felt his arms physically wrapped around a slim figure whose back was pressed against his chest.

His eyes glimmered as memories of the previous night flooded into his mind while he stared at those beautiful white locks. His heart raced in the wake of his realization that was slowly melting away to steady, sharp beats. Heat rose to his cheeks as one thought repeated again and again in his mind.

It was no dream.

Slowly, his eyelids fell halfway as he gazed with affection at the man sleeping soundly in his arms and a warm smile made its way to his lips before holding his sleeping figure closer.

When Komaeda stirred gently in his sleep and drew out a warm sigh, Hinata's breath was caught in his lungs. Komaeda must have sensed that he was awake, because he looked behind him before he turned in his arms and greeted him with a sleepy smile.

Hinata gazed at those messy locks and at the undeniable allure of those eyes. They were enough to make Hinata speechless before Komaeda parted his lips and spoke the words in a breathy hoarse voice, "Good morning, Hinata-kun."

Finding his voice, Hinata smiled sheepishly as warmth spread through his chest, "Morning, Komaeda."

Komaeda's smile grew warmer and his eyes squinted lovingly.

Their long legs entangled together, their toes curled lovingly with one another and their morning breaths grew heavy and warm, only enticing them more as they drew closer to one another. They gazed silently into each other's eyes before Komaeda spoke in a breathy voice, "I'm surprised, Hinata-kun."

"With what?"

"You're still here." When Hinata gave him a confused look, Komaeda continued saying, "I thought you'd leave the moment you woke up."

Hinata frowned. "...I'm not cruel, Komaeda."

Komaeda took a moment before saying with a knowing gaze, "No, you aren't."

Hinata gave a pout, because somehow Komaeda still thought of him in that way. Thinking he'd leave him after the deed was done. "I'm not going anywhere, Komaeda." He said reassuringly.

Komaeda gazed into his eyes in wonder as he slid his fingers lightly on his chest. "You don't have any regrets, Hinata-kun? Sleeping with such trash like me. It would be understandable if you did."

Hinata's brows furrowed before he vehemently disagreed. "What? No! I already told you Komaeda, about how I truly feel about you."

With the silent gaze Komaeda was giving him, Hinata's heart rate quickened. He cleared his throat and felt heat rise to his cheeks yet again. Holding his pale hand over his chest, he continued saying, "I meant every word I said, Komaeda. And I could never regret it. Last night, was... unforgettable, a night that I'll continue to cherish deeply."

A short silence followed as Komaeda closed his eyes. Hinata's blush darkened to a deeper shade the longer the silence dawned and wondered what Komaeda was thinking.

"K... Komaeda...?"

Komaeda scooped closer and opened his eyes with a soft expression gracing his features as he whispered breathlessly, "Me too."

Hinata's heart skipped a beat before his eyes softened and pulled Komaeda closer, making their lower bodies press in an endearing soft touch.

Baring a smile, Komaeda chuckled softly while Hinata bit his lip to hold his own that slowly melted into silence once more as they stared into each other's eyes.

"Ne, Hinata-kun, how does it feel?"

"Hmm?"

Komaeda's voice dropped, turning deep and sensual as he whispered against Hinata's lips, "Losing your virginity and... taking away mine." His eyes squinted at the baffled look Hinata gave him while his lips drew a keen smile.

Komaeda really knew how to tie Hinata's heart in a knot, as if he enjoyed riling him up on purpose.

Drawing in a soft slow breath, Hinata swallowed hard as he recalled last night's passion and the way Komaeda moaned and thrashed in his arms.

"Wouldn't you have rather wanted your first with a girl, Hinata-kun, or..." his hand glided to Hinata's lower back and held firmly before giving shallow, slow thrusts with his hips, making their soft bulges rub against each other as his voice shivered heatedly, "... did it feel good, ... insideme?

Hinata's eyes stilled to wide eyes and his cheeks burned hot while his heart beat vigorously.

There was that uncanny smile again.

Hinata came to realize how dangerous what Komaeda was doing to his heart.

In an instant, Komaeda was flipped on his back as Hinata pinned him down with his body.

"Hinata... kun?" Komaeda said in his breathy, surprised voice, but then his eyelids closed halfway in endearment when he saw the fire that burned inside Hinata's eyes. Komaeda gently placed his hand on Hinata's cheek and caressed tenderly while he tipped his lips up and coaxed Hinata closer.

Hinata found it difficult to resist him as his lips hovered over his. He couldn't resist. He could barely hold his sanity together when Komaeda spoke to him that way.

Hinata dipped down and pressed his lips against his. The moment their lips touched, Hinata sighed warmly through his nose while Komaeda gave a soft moan.

The sweetness of the kiss made Hinata feel all warm inside. Nothing could drive Hinata wilder than listening to Komaeda's breathy moans between kisses.

Craving for more, Hinata nipped softly on his lips before coaxing him to open his mouth.

Hinata gently swirled his tongue with his inside Komaeda's mouth, listening to him swallowing his own muffled moans.

Wanting to be devoured by Hinata's mouth, Komaeda moaned eagerly, urging and arousing Hinata further as his pale hands roamed over his body, sending shivers throughout Hinata's body.

Hinata found himself reaching behind and gently squeezing plump cheeks as he drowned into the warmth of Komaeda's mouth. As Hinata humped against him, Komaeda involuntarily shivered as he felt Hinata's girth rubbing tortuously against him. Hinata broke away from Komaeda's mouth and breathed his name with intolerable need.

With his face deeply flushed and eyes heavily lidded with lust, Komaeda moaned Hinata's name with a desperate plea reverberating in his voice. Hinata recognized that look instantly. The feeling of being desired, of being wanted, made Komaeda feel happiest the most and it reflected in his eyes.

When Hinata looked upon Komaeda's stomach and saw the residue of last night's passion, dry semen staining his slender figure in an erotic, arousing way, his face mirrored the flush that heavily resided on Komaeda's cheeks.

"Hinata-kun..." Komaeda moaned in that breathy voice of his. How Hinata loved to hear his name come out of those lips. It always filled him with a staggering rush.

Hinata dragged his hands over that slender body and felt the shivers, the goosebumps, the rise and fall of his stomach until his hand gently wrapped around his beautiful flaccid cock and gave it a few quick pumps.

Komaeda buried the side of his face onto the pillow and moaned in a manner that turned Hinata on in so many ways. Each stroke made squelching noises that resounded harmoniously in Hinata's ears as he watched the pearly fluid ooze out from the slit and drizzle down, drenching his hand with that aromatic essence.

Hinata loved the feeling of Komaeda's cock in his hand; its contour, the curving that made the flesh so beautiful, the pulsing veins and the swollen head, and the wet sounds it made as he stroked along its length. He could feel his heart ready to burst as his eyes poured with devotion for him.

"Ahhh... hah... hah!!... mhnn, nngghhh, Hi-... Hinata..."

Hinata dragged his lips along his smooth neck and said the words with heated breaths right against his ear where he knew Komaeda was sensitive, "You're very beautiful, Komaeda."

Komaeda arched with a jolt as shivers ran down his neck and to his back.

Hinata peered into his eyes while he gave a light squeeze and twisted his wrist around, dragging skin against the head and then flattening it down, making the noises squelch louder with every stroke.

Komaeda moaned needily as he spread his legs further and threw his head back against the pillow, baring his smooth neck, his Adam's apple bouncing as he swallowed with difficulty, his breaths turning erratic as his hips moved along with Hinata's vigorous stroking.

Hinata's breathing trembled at the sight of him, turning headier and difficult as he watched Komaeda's body tremble under his touch. Gently planting soft kisses on the side of Komaeda's face, he whispered his name heatedly into his ear and Komaeda's grip onto him tightened.

Hinata looked into Komaeda's eyes, dilated and unfocused, and buried his mouth to his open panting one and drank him in.

Hinata felt Komaeda's cock twitch, his legs shaking uncontrollably, his voice trembling as he moaned, "Nngghhh, Hi-Hina... nata...kun. A-Ahh!!"

Suddenly, Komaeda bucked into his hand one last time before arching his back. His cock convulsed uncontrollably as streams of hot semen shot into the air.

Hinata's initial surprised eyes turned soft as they gazed with affection, heavily lidded with a blush tinting his cheeks as he watched the cock spurt onto his pale stomach.

Komaeda's body trembled before it dilated softly, his cock turning placid in Hinata's hand.

As Komaeda tried to catch his breath, he looked at Hinata and his eyes widened when Hinata pulled his drenched hand and licked a finger. His blush deepened and his eyes glistened with endearment before Hinata leaned towards him and gently smiled.

Their heavy-lidded eyes closed before their lips reunited eagerly for a kiss. Slow and soft, their lips slipped away from each other. One more gaze into each other's eyes before Hinata cupped Komaeda's cheek and grabbed his lower lip with his own lips, gently sucking, eliciting a gentle moan before Komaeda gasped when Hinata reached around him with his drenched fingers and touched him there, rubbing circles around the tight ring of muscles.

"A-Ahh..."

Hinata's brows furrowed when Komaeda writhed against the sheets, uncomfortably so. Wincing softly, Hinata couldn't help but feel that pain was laced with Komaeda's voice when he attempted to push his finger inside.

Hinata pulled his hand back with concern in his eyes. "Komaeda..., are you okay?"

Komaeda swallowed with difficulty as he managed to say, "... D-Don't worry about me, Hinata-kun."

Why was Komaeda in pain? Was his illness acting up somehow?

"What is it? Tell me."

Komaeda broke away from his gaze and it made Hinata all the more confused, especially with how flushed Komaeda's cheeks have become.

"Are you feverish?" Hinata placed his hand on his slightly sweaty forehead then on his cheek but there was no fever, yet Komaeda's cheeks burned hot. Hinata failed to understand why. The touch made Komaeda look at him as Hinata eyes genuinely reflected his concern.

"Are you in pain, Komaeda?"

Komaeda smiled, seemingly touched, "Nothing to worry about."

"Where are you hurting?"

Komaeda took a moment, searching his eyes before he caressed Hinata's cheek and breathed softly against his lips, "Hinata-kun, you shouldn't bother, caring about me so much."

Hinata frowned as his thoughts slipped through, "Of course I would care." Komaeda's eyes slightly widened as Hinata blushed at his sudden outburst.

Casting his eyes down, Hinata pressed his fingers once again against his entrance and his brows furrowed curiously when Komaeda bit his lower lip and winced once again.

"Wait. Could it possibly be that you're hurting from-...?" Hinata stopped himself midway.

When Komaeda looked at him, Hinata's eyes widened at the realization and his own face mirrored the same shade of embarrassment Komaeda had as his mind swallowed the rest of his question.

'Komaeda was probably hurting f-from....'

Hinata couldn't even finish his thoughts without having his whole face turn beet red. He didn't know whether that was a good or bad thing, but the mere idea of it had Hinata blowing steam out of his ears.

"D-Does it hurt?"

That was an utterly stupid question to ask, Hinata admitted to himself.

"I'm fine," Komaeda replied reassuringly.

"I asked if it hurts, Komaeda. Was I... rough on you last night?"

Komaeda couldn't help but smile before he tipped his lips up and captured a soft kiss on Hinata's lips. Slowly his lips slipped from Hinata's own as he whispered softly, "First times are meant to be that way and you were my first, Hinata-kun. Last night, you were very gentle with trash like me and blessed me with all sorts of pleasures."

Komaeda chuckled softly when he saw the look of utter embarrassment on Hinata's face, and as he caressed his face lovingly, he finally said, "You have claimed me as yours, Hinata-kun."

Claimed?

Hinata's heart skipped a beat, his eyes wide and glazed, cheeks flushed deep and his breath caught in his lungs.

The word rang in his ears with every thump of his beating heart.

Hinata smiled warmly before he closed his eyes and gently nuzzled the tip of his nose with Komaeda's in sweet caresses as he chuckled softly, "You claimed me first, Komaeda. I promise to be gentler next time."

When Komaeda looked at him with a glint in his eyes, Hinata didn't know why he felt flustered all of a sudden. "I-I mean..., when you feel better, i-if you want to..."

Seeing Hinata stammer had Komaeda draw out a soft chuckle. "I look forward to it," he said haughtily.

The beautiful sound of his laughter made Hinata's heart flutter as he gently cupped his cheek and leaned in for another kiss.

Hinata found himself melting once again into Komaeda's arms and into the passionate kisses as the clock ticked away in the room. Suddenly, Hinata pulled back, alarmed. With one look at the clock, he snatched himself away from Komaeda and hurriedly picked up his clothes.

Komaeda leaned up on his elbow as he watched Hinata scurry about in the room, "What is it, Hinata-kun?"

"My parents! I need to head back before they wake up."

Komaeda watched as Hinata dressed with haste and quickly rushed to the door.

Halting and turning in his steps to say goodbye, Hinata felt awestruck when he gazed upon the bed; the way Komaeda lied there, beautifully naked with the crimson sheets entangled around his body, barely hiding his pelvis, was a sight to behold. He felt a strong nudge in his heart and his cheeks burned hot while his eyes took in the scene.

Hinata swallowed hard, finding it difficult to leave. He really wanted to stay. He gathered all of his thoughts and willpower as he crossed the room and pulled Komaeda for one last needy kiss before saying. "See you around, Komaeda."

Leaning against the loving hand that was cupping his face, Komaeda smiled as he said, "See you around, Hinata-kun."