Chasing Heaven

You Are Not Alone

Lately it seemed like everything was hitting me at once. This pregnancy as beautiful as it is was taking a toll on me. Laurent has been a slice of heaven even with my many mood swings.
It was the middle of the night I woke up and waddled to the bathroom. When I finally made it I let out enough to fill a small fountain. I sat there contemplating how on earth was I gonna get back up. I sat there for a minute struggling to pull myself up. When I looked up Laurent was standing at the door laughing hysterically.
"It's not funny." I said with a smile.
"Is so funny" he said as he walked towards me to help me up. I waddled back to the bed and snuggled under him.
" Us gonna be parents soon." He said as he ran his fingers through my hair. His touch was so soothing calming the raging emotions inside my mind.
" I have an confession to make." I said as I turned to face him.
He raised a concerned eyebrow.
" I love my mother but I'm afraid that I'm going to damage our daughters like she damaged me." I confessed as tears rolled down my cheeks.
"Bebe you non you mother and you turned out well." He said as he wiped my tears away. " You for be good mother for us babies and you non alone you have family now."
I keep forgeting that factor that I am not alone I have my mother and a whole extended family now. He rubbed my swollen belly causing a reaction from the twins. With him life don't seem so scary anymore. He makes me believe that anything is possible as long as we got each other. I drifted of to sleep peacefully without a doubt that this man of mines would protect me from anything even from myself if needed.

Night turned into day quickly . I was awakened by the smell of food attempting to be cooked. I waddled down the stairs to see Laurent attempting to make breakfast. It was a sight to behold he burnt damn near everything with the exception of the water he was boiling. I cracked up laughing. I laughed so hard my stomach was hurting.
" Is non funny belle." He said pouting.
" Awe baby I'm not laughing at you." I said between breathes. Just then Larry and Raquel walked in.
" Who let Lau cook?" They said in unison.
My poor baby Laurent was an amazing man but cooking was not one of his strong suits.
"Don't come for my baby at least he attempted to cook." I said kissing his lips.
"Well us hungry so I cook." Larry said pushing Laurent to the side.
After breakfast was done we all sat in the living room just chilling. We watched some movies talked about some colleges for our kids so on and so forth. It was all in all a good day.