Unconditionally Broken

Chapter 12

ALYSSA:

I froze holding back tears.

I tried not to hate him.

I can't hate him, but right now I could kill him.

"Get out Taylor." I demanded under my breath almost a whisper.

"Please let me explain Alyssa."

"No. Get out please I don't want to talk to you right now."

"I'm so sorry Alyssa."

"I know you are."

He left the room without making eye contact.

I can't believe he would do this to me.

He knows how hard this is for me?

We've never really fought before.

He was such a good friend.

Now I don't know.

Why would he do this?

There has to be a reason.

I can't talk to him right now.

I just can't.

I stood up from the bed and ran to the balcony.

I cried. And cried. And cried. I felt like I was over. My whole life is over. I am broken. I am lost without Taylor and Matt. Gone. Done. Over.

I need them. Not now.

TAYLOR:

I hate myself. I just ruined our perfect never ending friendship. Is over. I'm broken. I need Alyssa and Matt. Not now. I'm gone without them.

MATT:

I won't forget her. I can't forget her. She is to perfect to forget. The love of my life just gone. If there was some sort of way I could bring her back it would be a miracle. There is no way. She's gone. I want to talk to Taylor. Bows not the time all I need is Alyssa. I can't survive without her. I won't survive. Leaving didn't help. All I see here is couples walking around being happy and I remember me and Alyssa being like that walking around hand and hand with Taylor following along and we are all laughing at Taylor's clever yet stupid comments. I miss those days. I will always miss those days.

FLASHBACK....

Alyssa's POV:

I was shopping with Taylor for an outfit for my first date with Matthew today. Of course he told me I looked good in anything but I knew when he thought different.

The date...

Matthew knocked on the door.

He brought me to OUR(Me Matthew and Taylor's) cliff. Our spot. Our secret spot.

We walked together around the cliff. I was so nervous. My heart was beating so fast I was worried he could hear it.

He brought me to the edge of the cliff. It was late. The moon was bright. There were stars everywhere. It was perfect.

"Alyssa I know this is probably really awkward with you being so close to Taylor."

"No Matthew. It's great."

"Good. Hey Alyssa."

He paused for a second.

"This will always be me you and Taylor's spot forever okay. No matter what happens. We will never leave each other. Ever. Friends or more this will always be our secret place. Only for you me and Taylor. No one else. Just us."

"That sounds perfect."

END OF FLASHBACK...

ALYSSA:

I think of that day every night. Now I think about it more. Matt broke our promise. He left us. He left me. He left our place. He's gone. He won't come back. He's killing me. He's breaking me. Our relationship is so broken now. We all broke our promise. Taylor and I aren't speaking, Matt left, and I'm so lost I don't even know what's going on right now it's just over. I'm done. I need this to be over and done. It has to be back to normal again so we can go back to our little promise at our special secret place.

A/N YEAH....SO THINGS HAVE HAPPENED AND U GUYS ARE PROBABLY PRETTY CONFUSED BUT IT WILL ALL MAKE SENSE AND IK THIS IS A BIT OF A BUMMER WITH MATT LEAVING AND EVERYTHING BUT I HAVE IDEAS IN MY HEAD THAT I THINK IM GONNA DO AND ILL BE POSTING MORE SOON!!!ILY!!!