Unconditionally Broken

Chapter 15

Taylor is leaving today. He's going to apologize to Matt. I don't know why I forgave him in the first place. I guess I just care about him too much. I don't know. Whatever. Well I guess I'm all alone now. I hate being alone. I know Matts not coming back. Who knows about Taylor. And I haven't seen my parents in a while. I don't really ever see them though only on holidays and stuff. The last time I saw them were at the hospital when I woke up. I don't think they really care. I don't really care about them either considering they were really never there for me. I'm not going into details. I need to get out. So I am going for a walk. Away.

I walked over to where the train track is. I crossed it. The second I took my first step with my tennis shoes hitting the track I heard something that made me stop. The train. Why didn't I look both ways. It's coming straight at me.

Why am I not moving?

It doesn't really matter if I get hit I guess. It's not like anything good is going on in my life. I can't move anyway.

What's the point?

I didn't move. I just put my arms out on each side like I had wings and closed my eyes. The noise was getting louder and louder every second. I still didn't move. I couldn't. I felt the breeze come against me as the train was about to hit me. I didn't open my eyes.

Something knocked me out of the way.

Who?

Is it Matt?

Please be Matt. I thought.

A/N HEY GUYS SORRY THIS CHAPTER IS SO SHORT BUT I HOPE U LIKED IT.