Unconditionally Broken

Chapter 18

I enjoyed that kiss a lot more than I think I should have.

I like Taylor.

And Matt.

And Chase.

What is going on in my head.

After I pulled away from the kiss we didn't say any thing we only smiled at each other.

What?

"Well Alyssa I should probably get going." He said like nothing just happened.

"No Taylor don't go."

"It's almost ten."

"I know but I don't want to be alone again."

He just smiled then pulled out his phone.

His mom.

"Hey mom yeah I'm staying at Cameron's for the night is that ok?"

"Sure honey be back by 3:30 you have MagCon remember?"

"Yes I remember but cam said he could bring me."

"That's fine just be sure to check in at some point."

"I will, love you bye."

He ended it then called cam.

"Hey dude I'm staying at Alyssa's tonight if my mom says anything I stayed at your house and you are bringing me to magcon tomorrow ok?"

"Ooh Alyssa's."

"Shut up and answer me."

"Yeah yeah I got it and I think I am bringing you to magcon tomorrow is Alyssa going?"

He looked at me.

"I don't know maybe." I said.

"She might be." He told cam.

"Ok whatever I'll bring you and possibly her got it."

"Ok and remember if my mom asks you know what to do and if she tells me to get on the phone say I'm sleeping."

"Ok whatever man."

"Thanks dude later."

The call ended.

"Soooo...." he said.

"Shut up." I said sarcastically.

"I'm gonna get ready for bed k?"

"Ok. Same."

Taylor walked into the bathroom and I went in my closet and put on my pajamas.

Taylor walked out in only boxers. He still had his bandana on.

"Are you going to sleep like that?"

"This is how I always sleep."

"With the bandana?"

"Oh sorry forgot about that."

He took it off.

"Ok sooo...."

"Stop saying that nothing is happening."

I wasn't planning on doing anything with him it's just like a girls slumber party. I guess.

He smiled at me and slid under the covers.

I did too.

This is pretty awkward for me and probably him to.

"Alyssa about that kiss earlier."

"Don't say anything."

"I have to say this."

"What?"

He sat up and looked at me.

I sat up and looked at him too.

"I think we both know it meant something."

"I know."

"Alyssa I realized something when Matt broke up with you. That day when Matt broke up with you I RELIZED how much I really like you. I mean I've always liked you but not really in that way I just always thought we were just really good friends with some sparks on the side."

"I really like you too but I don't know what to do anymore I mean I have you Matt and Chase now and I don't know what to do."

"Well I would want you to choose me but I support whatever you choose."

"Really?"

"Yeah I mean we will always be friends but it won't be the same because I am crazy about you now. I'm so happy I found that out. Maybe I'm wrong."

I grabbed his hand and he kissed my forehead.

"Why did you tell Matt I was dead?"

"I don't know I guess I I don't know it just felt right at the time but I felt horrible after I said it."

"Oh"

"What?"

"Nothing"

"Okay"

"Umm what if I were to choose all of you?"

"What do you mean?"

"Like just some sort of test thing to see who to choose."

"I guess I don't know but I am tired I am going to sleep."

"Ok"

He kissed me.

Wow lots of kisses and I don't even know.

I enjoyed it though.

I like Taylor.

And Matt and Chase.