I know no one will probly read this, or even care really. But I feel like such an asshole honestly. Like, I do have anxiety and depression, and I'm not trying to sound whiny saying that but.
Recently my uncle died, I loved him to death, but at the funeral everyone was crying their eyes out and I was just...
I stat there.....and I couldn't cry at all, it's like over the years I've just cried so much ive dried myself out.
I just feel dead inside.....
When sad things happen it's like yeah it's sad but I'm just blank faced and show no emotion and people ask what's wrong with me and all. And...I cant explain it. I just shake my head and shrug.
I have no emotions. And like if people yell at me, they get.more angry because they get no reaction, I dont feel anything.
There's no use in crying or showing emotion no one cares anyways. And they just tell you to stop being a baby and quit 'acting" so sad....well sorry I'm not normal...
Idk....imma freak
Geesh....
Sorry...
......
sorry
YOU ARE READING
A nothing...
Roman d'amourit's about a young girl who has very low self esteem, depression, and anxiety, and her thoughts, and his she deals with life. she's an odd ball out and doesn't have but one friend. this book is mine.
